The lady of the basement flatVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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The lady of the basement flat
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Irish -- England -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"Ah," I said quickly, "I know what you mean. When we are quite young,
death seems the crowning loss, but there are worse things--I've
discovered that! I realised it in those terrible days when we feared
for Billie's brain. When you love people very much, it would be a daily
death to know that they were suffering."
He gazed gloomily into the fire.
"It is extraordinary--the capacity for suffering of the human heart!
Physically we are so easily destroyed. An invisible germ will do it,
the prick of a finger, a draught of cold air; but a man can live on,
suffering mental torture, month after month, year after year, and his
weight will hardly decrease by a pound. You read of broken hearts, but
there are no such things! Hearts are invulnerable, torture-proof,
guaranteed to endure all shocks!"
It occurred to me that it was time that Miss Harding exerted her
vitality and stopped this flow of repining. The poor man had evidently
had some tragedy in his life which had warped his outlook. He needed
cheering--we all needed cheering; proverbially the surest way of
cheering yourself is to cheer other people; therefore the sane and
obvious way of spending his money was in providing cheer for the
company. I said as much, and he said, "Certainly; but how? It was
winter time. A winter's day in London holds an insuperable barrier
against any possibility of enjoyment." I said, "Not at all! There were
heaps of things--heaps of ways." He said, "Would I kindly specify one
or two of the `heaps'?" I said, "Certainly not! The essence of a treat
lay in its quality of surprise. It was for him to think." He smiled at
me with whimsical amusement, and cried, "You said that just like a girl.
You are a girl at heart, Miss Harding, in spite of your grey hairs.
What a pity you did not marry, you would have given some man and some
kiddies such a thundering good time. I know, of course, that it was
your own doing. There must have been--"
"Oh, there were!" I cried glibly. "Several!"
"But you couldn't--You were never tempted?"
"No, never. At least--" Suddenly I found that it was necessary to
qualify that denial. "There are two things which are always tempting to
a woman, Mr Hallett--love and strength! Every woman would be glad to
have a strong, loving man to take care of her--if he were the right
man!"
"Well!" he sighed, and rose heavily from his seat. "No doubt you knew
best, but--I hope you gave him his chance! We men have many sides, but
the best side is apt to remain hidden until some woman brings it out.
If he loved you, you owed him something. I hope you played fair and
gave him his chance!"
He turned towards the door; we shook hands, and he left without another
word. I turned back to the fire, sat me down, and thought.
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