The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"But you had no need to be remorseful, papa," cried Flo, who perceived
that she had touched too sad a memory, "for mamma loved you dearly, and
she was happier with you than she would have been in a palace--even
if people were generally happy in palaces, which, as far as I can
ascertain, they are not. But I'm not like mamma. I have been brought
up among rich people, and the thought of poverty frightens me. I look
at houses sometimes in which people exist, and are tolerably happy,
I suppose, in their own miserable way, and I think that I _couldn't_
live in such a house or in such a neighbourhood. Do you remember
taking me up to some place near Islington to see one of Mr. Foley's
pictures? Islington seemed like a new world to me, and I felt that
I should commit suicide if I lived there a week. To be out of reach
of the parks, to have no horse to ride, no pretty dresses to wear,
no nice fashionable friends to visit, to ride in omnibuses, and
wear old-fashioned bonnets, and go through life shabby and dowdy and
neglected--oh, what utter misery it all seems! I know all this sounds
selfish and horrible, papa; but I have been brought up to be selfish
and horrible."
"I dare say your feelings are perfectly natural, my dear," replied
Mr. Crawford, "but I don't understand them. I don't understand you. I
understand nothing about the age in which I live. All I can say to you
is to implore you to think seriously before you take so serious a step
as that you talk of so lightly. It seems the fashion to talk lightly
of solemn things nowadays; and no one would imagine from the manner
in which people discuss a marriage that it was to be the affair of a
lifetime. You are very young, Flory, and you can afford to wait. If you
feel that you can be happy with Mr. Lobyer, marry him: but if you have
the slightest doubt upon that point, let no inducement upon earth tempt
you to become his wife. The unhappy marriages of the present day end in
the divorce court. But, as I said before, you can afford to wait."
"Oh, yes, papa," cried Miss Crawford, "and while I am waiting and
deliberating, some designing minx will pounce upon Mr. Lobyer and marry
him before I know where I am. What a dear, unsophisticated thing you
are, and what a dreadful worldly wretch I am, papa! But you see I am
not so much worse than other people. There is your model Gretchen,
your favourite Cecil Chudleigh, who was always lecturing me about my
mercenary sentiments; yet you see, after all, she has married a great
lumbering Irish barrister, only because he has two or three thousand
a-year."
"But Lady Cecil may be very much attached to Mr. O'Boyneville."
"Yes, papa," answered Flo pertly, "she may; but then, on the other
hand, she mayn't. Attached to him, indeed!--a man whose coats and
collars were made in the year one, and must have been old-fashioned
then, I should think, if Adam had decent taste in dress."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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