The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
This was the woman who had enslaved many men, but for whom independence
was too dear a treasure to be bartered lightly. She had been the
slave of an old man's caprices, and had endured her slavery with all
womanly patience and gentleness; but having won her freedom, she was
not inclined to accept any new bondage. Her friends declared that she
had refused more than one brilliant proposal within the few years of
her widowhood, and she had already acquired the reputation of a widow
who would never choose a second husband. This was the woman whose
fascinations were acknowledged by all who came within her influence,
but amongst whose victims there were very few so utterly helpless, so
entirely hopeless, as William Crawford.
He had begun by being grateful to her for that early recognition of his
genius which had borne witness to her taste. He had allowed himself to
be beguiled into a friendship for her, which speedily became the chief
delight of his life. He had wondered at her; he had admired her; he
had ended by adoring her. Whether she was fully aware of his weakness,
or utterly ignorant of it, was one of the great perplexities of his
existence. No word of his had ever declared his passion. He was content
to be her friend and guest on sufferance. A word, and he might have
been expelled from her presence for ever. There were times when he
grew desperate, and was inclined to make the declaration which, as he
thought, must inevitably banish him from the smiles of his enchantress,
and thus make an end of his love and his despair. There were times
when he made a solemn vow that he would abstain from her society, as a
drunkard vows that he will abstain from the fiery spirit that destroys
him, and, like the drunkard, broke his pledge, before it was many days
old.
The idea that any other result than disgrace and banishment could
follow the declaration of his love for Mrs. Champernowne never entered
the painter's mind. Her grace, her fashion, her wealth, constituted
a kind of royalty, which separated her from William Crawford as
completely as if she had been a queen. Sometimes, as he worked alone
in his painting-room, he thought of all the men who had been bewitched
by the light of royal beauty's glances, and had suffered the penalty
of their presumption. He thought of the legendary knight who loved
Queen Guinevere, of Rizzio and Chastelard, wild Buckingham and fated
Konigsmark, foolish Rohan and devoted Fersen.
Fanciful, as the man who lives by the cultivation of his fancy
must naturally be, the painter tried in vain to shut the image of
his enchantress from his thoughts. The simplicity of his life, the
singleness of his ambition, had preserved the freshness of his youth.
He was as romantic as a lad fresh from college, and his worship of his
divinity was pure and unselfish as the love of sentimental youth.
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