The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"No, indeed," he answered, almost sadly; "the error of my life is that
I don't work enough. Do you know, Mrs. Champernowne, that since my
good fortune I have sometimes wished myself back in my second-floor
lodging in Buckingham Street, in the blankest and dreariest interval
of my life, only because then at least my mind was free for my work?
I fancy that a painter ought to live on the top of a column, like St.
Simon Stylites; or if he is a sybarite, and must have shelter from the
sun and rain, let him beg a lodging in the octagon tower in Windsor
Forest, and spend his life there, with the keeper's children and the
deer for his only society. I think the old painters must surely have
lived lonely lives, and that the secret of their superiority to us must
lie in the fact of their seclusion. We live too much in the world,
and have too many distractions. The gleam of sunshine in a landscape,
or the smile upon a face which we have been trying vainly to produce
for weeks, is just beginning to beam upon our canvas, when a servant
opens the door of our painting-room and tells us that Mr. Smith has
called, and wants to see us most particularly, and will not detain us
a moment. We groan, and go to Mr. Smith, who detains us a quarter of
an hour; and when we return to our easel the power is gone out of our
brush, the divine light has vanished from our canvas."
In speaking of his art the painter had for the moment forgotten
his enchantress, but all the old weakness came back to him as Mrs.
Champernowne responded, with the low voice that seemed made to express
sympathy:
"I can fancy how annoyed you must be when commonplace people intrude
upon you. I hope you are going to do something great this year. You
have brought me a sketch to look at: that is indeed kind. I feel such
a privileged person when I see the germ of the masterpiece that is to
delight the world."
The painter looked at the speaker half incredulously; but the gentle
gravity of her manner gave evidence that she had no consciousness of
uttering an exaggerated compliment.
"My masterpieces are very poor achievements, Mrs. Champernowne," he
said; "and I shall begin to doubt the infallibility of your judgment if
you show too much indulgence for my shortcomings."
"I believe implicitly in the genius of my friends, and I will cherish
my faith as long as I live," answered the widow; and then she extended
her hand with an impatient gesture. "Let me see your sketch, if you
please, Mr. Crawford; and when you have told me all about it, I will
make you some tea."
There was considerable discussion about the future picture. The
subject was Cybele and the infant Jupiter, and the idea was taken
from an old play of Thomas Heywood's. Relentless Saturn had commanded
the destruction of the child, but the bright smile of the young god
disarmed the hand that would have slain him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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