The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Remember the long, long life, dear," she said earnestly,--"the long
years that are to come after the wedding-day. Women never could talk
so lightly of marriage if they had any thought of the future. Think,
Florence dear, it is a union that can only be broken by death--or shame
and misery ten times worse than death. I can only repeat the stalest
truisms; these things have been said a hundred times before to-day far
better than I can say them; and yet day after day, year after year,
there are wedding-favours worn, and wedding-bells rung, in honour of
marriages that are only the beginning of life-long misery."
"Cecil," cried Flo impatiently, "if you talk like that I shall begin to
think you repent having married Mr. O'Boyneville."
"No, no, dear, I don't repent; but I know now that I did not think
seriously enough of the step I was taking."
Miss Crawford had been beating the point of her pretty little boot upon
the floor, and twisting the fringe of her elegant parasol into all
manner of knots and entanglements during Cecil's lecture. The piquant
eyebrows were contracted into a frown, and the pretty grey eyes were
filled with tears, and it was not easy to discover whether anger or
sorrow were the stronger in the breast of Florence Crawford.
"I don't think I should have accepted Thomas," she said presently--and
she had not yet brought herself to pronounce her lover's Christian name
without making a wry face--"in fact, I'm sure I shouldn't have accepted
him if I had known what being engaged would bring upon me. Every
creature upon earth seems to make it his or her business to lecture me.
People talk about hasty marriages and life-long misery just as if they
had some occult power of knowing that Mr. Lobyer was predoomed to half
murder me with a poker, like the men one reads of at the police-courts,
within a week of our marriage. And yet what did I see before I was
engaged? Every girl I knew eager to please the man I am going to marry,
and every mother trying to beguile him into marrying her daughter. But
now every thing is changed. People shake their heads when they talk of
Mr. Lobyer, and my particular friends sigh and groan about my prospects
as dismally as if I had set my heart upon marrying a chimney-sweep.
If I was going to be sacrificed upon an altar to-morrow, like that
young woman in Racine's tragedy, people couldn't go on about me worse
than they do. Of course I don't pretend to say that I am romantically
attached to Mr. Lobyer--first and foremost because I don't believe
there are any romantic attachments in these days; and secondly, because
if there are, I'm not at all the sort of person to be the subject of
one."
And then, after a little pause, Miss Crawford would continue the
discussion.
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