The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
go hang herself, as the bard observes. Good gracious me!" cried the
romancer, suddenly bursting into song:
"'Should I, wasting in despai-air,
Die-ie becau-ause a woman's fai-air?'
By which, of course, I mean shall _you_," he added, in explanation.
"Besides, haven't you your art to fall back upon? If life goes wrong
with you, can't you take it out in violent reds and yellows, as I take
it out in murder and villany? When the critics fall foul of me, I buy
an extra ream of paper and a gallon of ink, and go at my work with a
will. All the world lies before you, dear old Phil; and the day may
come when Mrs. Lobyer will be obliged to expend her shilling for a
peep at your great picture reigning in solitary glory in some West-end
gallery; which isn't by any means a new dodge by-the-bye, for didn't
the Athenians pay an entrance-fee for seeing the 'Helen' which Zeuxis
painted for their city?"
Thus consoled by the voice of friendship, Mr. Foley only grew more
bitter. But he took his friend's advice nevertheless. Expended his last
ten-pound note in the purchase of a new easel, and set up a monster
canvas. He was almost like poor Haydon, who, in the piteous record of
his wasted life, declares that without "a new large picture to lean
upon," he felt "as if deserted by the world."
In all the course of his acquaintance with William Crawford's
fascinating daughter, the young painter had made no direct avowal of
his passion. He loved her--he had told her so, indirectly, a thousand
times--and he knew that she was conscious of his devotion.
For some time after hearing Florence Crawford's engagement discussed
as an established fact, Mr. Foley kept aloof from the Sunday-evening
gatherings at the Fountains. Ah, how he hated the dreary Sabbath
twilights after he had forsworn the delight of Flo's society; the wind
and dust upon the Islington highways; the smartly-dressed church-goers
decorously moving homewards; the smarter servant-maids hurrying away
from hot little chapels, where they had been enduring semi-suffocation
in the glare of the gas! Those bright, windy, spring evenings were
terrible to the struggling painter. The decorous Islingtonians stared
at him wonderingly as he passed them by, with his haggard face and
streaming hair, his meerschaum-pipe and paint-stained coat. He lit
his pipe when he was clear of the crowd, and with that faithful
companion walked the suburban highways till midnight. On such evenings
the atmosphere of his painting-room stifled him; the prim little
sitting-room, in which his landlord's family kept their Sabbath state,
was odious to him.
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