The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
She had married without love; and yet no base or mercenary motive
had influenced her conduct. Truly and unreservedly had she given
her faith to Laurence O'Boyneville. It is for the man who marries
such a woman to win or lose the heart which is not--and yet is so
nearly--his. Unhappily, Mr. O'Boyneville, with all honesty of purpose
and generosity of heart, took the very way to lose the prize which, of
all earthly treasures, he most desired to obtain. If the barrister's
wife had dissolved into tears at the breakfast-table or disturbed his
digestive organs by a storm of hysterics after dinner, Mr. O'Boyneville
would have perceived that there was something out of gear amidst the
machinery of his home, and would have done his uttermost to remedy
the defect. But the disease which was undermining Lady Cecil's moral
constitution was not sorrow; it was only the absence of joy. Of what
could she complain, who desired nothing upon earth except a little
rest after the weariness of her youth? She rested to her heart's
content in the tranquil solitude of Brunswick Square, withdrawing
herself day by day more completely from all old associations. If the
days were joyless, they were at least without cares or troubles; the
sordid perplexities of the past were done with--that slow torture
called genteel poverty was hers no longer. An atmosphere of commonplace
comfort pervaded the great O'Boyneville's household; and even in Dorset
Square his presence seemed to carry with it an odour of prosperity--for
Cecil was surprised to find that her aunt no longer bewailed the
hardness of a dowager's lot, and the thievish propensities of
landladies. Poor Cecil, who was so painfully familiar with every note
in the gamut of Mrs. MacClaverhouse's domestic economy, was astonished
to behold those expensive and unprofitable dishes, which of old had
been excluded from the Dorset Square _menus_, now figuring frequently
in the little banquets which the dowager provided for Mr. O'Boyneville
and his wife.
"I ought to be happy," Cecil said to herself sometimes; and sometimes
even in saying those words the faint odour of the sea came back to
her like a breath of the past, and she saw the low grey shore below
Fortinbras Castle, and Hector Gordon's face bent over her in passionate
sadness.
"My fate was in my hand that day," she thought. "What would my life
have been now if I had chosen otherwise than I did?"
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