The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
He was in love--as entirely engulphed in the terrible ocean as the most
ignorant plunger who ever leapt blindly to his doom in the stormy
waves. He had allowed himself to drift imperceptibly down the stream;
and it was only when the current had grown too strong for him that
he discovered whither the cruel tide was hurrying him. And when the
discovery came it was too late--too late to recede--too late to be wise.
"At the worst she can only break my heart," thought the painter. And
having a good deal of the _laissez-aller_ in his composition, he gave
himself up to the delights of the Hermitage, and shut his eyes upon the
darksome vision of the future.
He worked hard; but not so indefatigably as he would have worked if
there had been no such person as Mrs. Champernowne in existence; not
as he had worked in the Buckingham-Street lodging in the days of his
obscurity. The real artist should care for nothing but his art. This
is the doctrine which William Crawford had preached and practised for
fifteen years of his life; but in these latter days he was false to his
own teaching, and tried to serve two masters. The great canvas on his
easel progressed slowly, and he began to look at it hopelessly as he
thought how soon the fitful sunshines of April would steal upon him.
"A year sooner or later can make little difference to me," he thought,
"and yet I should like to have made my mark in the Academy this season.
There are new men springing up, and--and I want the critics to see
that my colour has not lost all its brilliancy since the days of the
Aspasia."
Throughout the progress of his picture Mrs. Champernowne was his
sympathising and encouraging friend. She entered heart and soul into
every subject connected with his work--all his ambitious hopes--his
depressing fears. He trusted her entirely--laying bare all the
weaknesses of genius, and confiding himself wholly to her mercy. He
talked to her as he had never talked to man or woman in his life
before; and perhaps she in all the world was the only creature who knew
that Mr. William Crawford believed in his own genius.
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