The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
continue to be my friend."
"I cannot continue to be that which I have never been," answered the
painter sadly. "I have never been your friend. I am inclined to think
that friendship is only possible where any thing beyond friendship is
out of the question. I have always loved you; and I must go on loving
you till the end of my life. I think it will be better for us both
that all intimacy between us should end to-day. I thank you for your
candour. There are some men, perhaps, who would go on hoping against
hope, even after what you have said to me. But then I have never really
hoped. I spoke to you to-day because I was no longer able to keep
silence; not because I thought that any good could come of what I had
to say. There is one thing more that I am bound to speak of, and then I
have done for ever. I know that you are too generous to suspect me of
being influenced in the smallest measure by the consideration of any
worldly advantage to be derived from a union with you. But I am bound
to tell you, that had your answer been a different one--had it been
the answer which I never hoped it would be--I should have religiously
abstained from profiting in the most insignificant manner by any
superiority of fortune which you may have over me. My art brings me
four or five thousand a-year, and would, I am told, bring me double
that amount, if I cared to throw myself in the way of making larger
gains. I feel myself compelled to tell you this, Mrs. Champernowne; for
while there are fortune-hunters in the world, honest men must defend
themselves from the possibility of suspicion."
"I am sorry you should think it necessary to defend yourself where I am
concerned."
"Forgive me for thinking it barely possible you might do me wrong.--And
you really like the Dido?"
There was a long pause between the two sentences. Mrs. Champernowne
felt the full significance of that pause. She knew that in returning
to the subject of his picture, the painter had made an end for ever of
that other subject, so much nearer to his heart.
"I think you have surpassed yourself; and I shall look forward with
pride to your success.--Surely you have seen enough of those hyacinths,
Helen! You may come in and see the picture now, if you will promise to
moderate your raptures."
Thus appealed to, the young lady crossed the threshold of the window
with as unconscious an air as if she had been quite unaware of any
thing peculiar in the interview between her aunt and the painter. She
became straightway absorbed in the contemplation of Dido, while the
widow arranged her bonnet strings before the cheval-glass provided for
the accommodation of the "young persons" who sat to Mr. Crawford.
Mrs. Champernowne was some little time arranging her bonnet-strings;
and the face which the painter's furtive glance showed him reflected in
the glass was very pale.
"You will stop and take some luncheon," he said presently, when his
visitors were leaving the painting-room. "I have had it prepared for
you."
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