The lady's mile : $b a novelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The lady's mile : $b a novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
"But I needn't tell people who I am, auntie, if there's any reason why
a nobleman's daughter shouldn't earn her living. I could call myself
Miss Chudleigh--or Miss any thing--and I might earn more than twenty
pounds a-year."
"Nonsense, child; don't let me hear any more of such absurdity. What's
to become of my silver, I should like to know, if you leave me? I
consider it very unkind and heartless of you to talk of deserting me."
"But I wouldn't leave you for the world, auntie, if I really am any use
or any comfort to you," answered Cecil, tenderly; "only--sometimes I
can't help thinking that I am a burden to you."
"Wait till I tell you that you are a burden, Lady Cecil," replied the
dowager severely. "I have been disappointed about you and Hector, and I
don't deny that I have felt the disappointment very deeply; but--well,
that's over, and I suppose I am to end my days in Dorset Square. It
might have been all very different if the General had been tolerably
prudent; however, all I have to say is, that if I were as poor as Job,
no niece of mine should degrade herself by going out as a governess."
Lady Cecil bowed her head to this decision, but she remembered, with
a sigh, how many governesses she had seen in the households of her
friends, who were infinitely less dependent than she was, and whose
lives were infinitely happier than hers. The sordid cares of Dorset
Square were heavier than usual this year, for her aunt's feeble
health threw the weight of financial and housekeeping arrangements
entirely upon Cecil; and to this were added the constant anxiety of
the sick-room, the long summer days spent in the stifling atmosphere
of a sunny drawing-room, whose windows were rarely opened from dawn to
sunset, the tension of the mind kept always on the stretch to amuse
or soothe a peevish invalid; and Lady Cecil bore all her trials with
meek uncomplaining patience. She was very patient; and in the unbroken
round of her daily duties she found very little time to think of her
one great sorrow,--so little time that the shadow of the past grew dim,
and dimmer, until she was able to remember Hector Gordon with perfect
resignation to the fate that had separated her from him, and to hear
his name spoken suddenly without a painful consciousness of the hot
blood rushing to her cheeks.
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