“You’ve made the bed, and you must lie on it,” said Mrs. Sinclair, when
she heard all, with an indignation that was soon lost in sympathy. But
Nora would not give way either to the sympathy or the indignation. She
declared steadily that she would do the same over again if it was in her
power. “What right had he to come making claims, and speaking of his
rights to me?” she said. “If a lad follows a girl, does that give him a
right to her--whether or no?” This was said with burning eyes, into
which tears refused to come. But yet Nora shed tears enough over it. She
took immense pains privately to find out when the _Pretty Peggy_ sailed,
and to know if she had shipped a doctor before she left Anster pier. Not
for her life would she have asked the doctor’s name, but she satisfied
herself so far. And when the fact could no longer be doubted, her heart
grew so sick that she could not go home. The Sinclairs had friends “in
England”--a vague sort of expression used by the untravelled Scotch
then, as untravelled islanders nowadays talk of “the Continent.” Nora
persuaded her mother that it would be pleasant to “go south,” and pay
the long-promised visit. She was glad to go away, glad to be anywhere
out of the range of those people and places with which Willy Erskine’s
name was so closely connected. But the other day it seemed he had been
so jubilant, so full of good prospects and high hopes. Now he was out
upon the Northern seas, surgeon in a whaling ship, like any poor student
or broken man. And he Drumthwacket’s son! and whose fault was it all?
Nora was ashamed to confront even the familiar rocks that knew him so
well--that knew how she had met him (by accident), and strayed with him
along the sea-verge, with the salt spray now and then dashed into their
fresh faces, and the surge rising to their feet. She dragged her
home-loving mother about from one “connection” to another all the summer
through, enjoying the visits but little, poor child. As for Mrs.
Sinclair, a British matron of the present day would not be more
disconsolate, nor feel herself more alien in the heart of French
society, than was this Scottish gentlewoman among her southern
connections. Their ways, their accent, their mode of living, were all
discordant to her. “If I were to live all my life among those English,”
she said, “I think I would rather die.” Her soul longed for the tents
of Jacob and the dwellings of Jerusalem. “But if I were not to humour my
own bairn,” added Mrs. Sinclair, with pathos, “who should humour her?”
Nora was her only child; somehow or other she had make a mistake in her
young life. Clouds had come up over the sun at the moment when that sun
should have been brightest. Her mother could have given her the best of
good advice, but she chose to give her something better instead--she
“humoured” Nora. She was her tender partisan, right or wrong. She took
up her cause and supported her silently against her own reproaches and
all the world.
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