From a deadening of all his faculties, of all his perceptives, to
stupor; from stupor to a delirium of weariness, in which so little as
a ring on his finger was a conscious burden; from weariness to fever
and a recrudescence of those mental and bodily pains he strove so
frenziedly to forget; from this state at last to the yielding stage of
exhaustion, and Tuke, the man not so much hurt as overwrought, fell
into a profound slumber and got his restoration of it.
For long, before this came, he was aware only of a close darkness--a
darkness that seemed a cabined horror of himself, were it not assured
and comforted by a presence that, in supreme moments of torture, he
grew to know he could depend upon for pitiful help and a silent
passion of sympathy. This presence, swift and invisible, was always at
hand when he most needed it--soothing, murmuring; taking upon itself
the responsibility of questions he could not answer; brushing away
with snowflakes the stinging wasps that settled on his shoulder. It
was so prompt, so gentle, so full of resource, that he came to think
that if he could only put to it the supreme problem that vexed him
beyond endurance, it would resolve it at once with a quiet laugh, and
so secure him everlasting peace. But, whenever he came to the point of
explanation, he found that the problem itself had eluded him, and he
could not remember what road it was that his tired brain had gone
astray on. At length, ceasing to struggle, he floated inanimate on the
tide against which he had fought to make head, and was borne by it
into a haven of rest.
He woke to find himself lying on the ground in a queer little chilly
chamber, into which a weak light filtered through a cobwebbed window.
Looking up, in some pleasure of languor, he was interested in certain
straps and buckles that hung from wooden brackets, and a couple of odd
bonnet-shaped things that stuck out from the wall. Lazily he amused
himself by associating these with twenty different uses, until--reason
passing from the fields of romance into the high-road--he came in a
moment to the knowledge that he was lying in his own harness-room, and
to memory of all that had brought him there.
In the shock of revelation he struggled to a sitting posture and
uttered a startled little pipe. It was no great sound, but it was
enough to bring a certain bird to its wounded mate.
She came in, shut the door behind her, and, hurrying to him, knelt
down and threw her arms round his neck, and cried joyful tears. Her
pretty plumes were ruffled, her eyes clouded with the weariness of
long watching; but she was ten times woman for her blouzed appearance,
and he would not have had her one draggled wisp of hair the neater.
“Why, Betty, I am well--and what a fainting miss to succumb to a
scratch!”
“Indeed it is an angry wound, and you were worn and sick.”
“We are houseless, my girl--nothing but the cold fields to nest in.
You have your arms about a man of snow, and he melts in their warmth.”
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