India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; Love stories
He had turned towards the window, and she watched him, her heart beating
in slow, hard strokes with a sound like a distant drum. Would he go?
Would he remain? She almost prayed aloud that he would go.
But he did not. Very suddenly he turned and strode back to her. There
was purpose in every line of him, but there was no longer any violence.
He halted before her. "Stella," he said, and his voice was perfectly
steady and controlled, "do you think you are being altogether fair to
me?"
She wrung her clasped hands. She could not answer him.
He took them into his own very quietly. "Just look me in the face for a
minute!" he said.
She yearned to disobey, but she could not. Dumbly she raised her eyes to
his.
He waited a moment, very still and composed. Then he spoke. "Stella, I
swear to you--and I call God to witness--that I did not kill Ralph
Dacre."
A dreadful shiver went through her at the bald brief words. She felt, as
Tommy had felt a little earlier, physically sick. The beating of her
heart was getting slower and slower. She wondered if presently it would
stop.
"Do you believe me?" he said, still holding her eyes with his, still
clasping her icy hands firmly between his own.
She forced herself to speak before that horrible sense of nausea
overcame her. "Perhaps--David--said the same thing--about Uriah the
Hittite."
His face changed a little, but it was a change she could not have
defined. His eyes remained inscrutably fixed upon hers. They seemed to
enchain her quivering soul.
"No," he said quietly. "Nor did I employ any one else to do it."
"But you were there!" The words seemed suddenly to burst from her
without her own volition.
He drew back sharply, as if he had been struck. But he kept his eyes
upon hers. "I can't explain anything," he said. "I am not here to
explain. I only came to see if your love was great enough to make you
believe in me--in spite of all there seems to be against me. Is it,
Stella? Is it?"
His words seemed to go through her, tearing a way to her heart; the
agony was more than she could bear. She uttered an anguished cry, and
wrenched herself from him. "It isn't a question of love!" she said. "You
know it isn't a question of love! I never wanted to love you. I never
wholly trusted you. But you forced my love--though you couldn't compel
my trust. And now that I know--now that I know--" her voice broke as if
the torture were too great for her; she flung out her hands with a
gesture of driving him from her--"oh, it is hell on earth--hell on
earth!"
He drew back for a second before her, his face deathly white. And then
suddenly an awful light leapt in his eyes. He gripped her outflung
hands. The fire had kindled to a flame and the torture was too much for
him also.
"Then you shall love me--even in hell!" he said, through his clenched
teeth, and locked her in the iron circle of his arms.
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