So that was the way of it! I got to my feet. Save a dull ache in my head
and the smarting of my bruised face, I felt equal to anything—and the
physical pain was as nothing to the hurt of my pride. To be felled by a
woman—the woman I loved—I did love her, and therein lay the hurt of her
action. I could hardly understand it, and yet—strange paradox—I did not
trouble myself to understand. My brain was in no condition for solving
problems of that sort. I was not concerned with the why; the fact was
enough.
If I had been the unformed boy who cowered before those two hairy-fisted
slave-drivers aboard the _New Moon_—but I was not; I never could be
again. The Trouble Trail had hardened more than my bone and sinew; and
the last seven days of it, the dreary plodding over unbroken wastes,
amid forbidding woods, utter silence, and cold bitter beyond Words, had
keyed me to a fearful pitch. There was a kink to my mental processes; I
saw things awry. In all the world there seemed to be none left but us
three; two men and a woman, and each of us desiring the woman so that we
were ready to fly at each other’s throats. Standing there by the fire I
could see how it would be, I thought. Unless the unseen enemy who
hovered about us cut it short with his rifle, we were foredoomed to
maddening weeks, perhaps months, of each other’s company. Though she had
jeered at him and flaunted her contempt for him at both MacLeod and the
post, Jessie had put by that hostile, bitter spirit. To me, it seemed as
if she were in deadly fear of Barreau. She shrank from him, both his
word and look. And I must stand like a buffer between. Weeks of
suspicion, of trifling, jealous actions, of simmering hate that would
bubble up in hot words and sudden blows; I did not like the prospect.
“I have a mind to settle it all, right here and now!”
I did not know until the words were out that I had spoken aloud. As a
spark falling in loose powder, so was the effect of that sentence upon a
spirit as turbulent and as sorely tried as his.
“Settle it then, settle it,” he rose to his feet and shouted at me.
“There is your gun behind you.”
I blurted an oath and reached for the rifle, and as my fingers closed
about it Jessie flung herself on me.
“No, no, _no_,” she screamed, “I won’t let you. Oh, oh, for God’s sake
be men, not murdering brutes. Think of me if you won’t think of your own
lives. Stop it, stop it! Put down those guns!”
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