She had more of a mastery over the webbed boots of the North than I, it
shortly transpired. We went up the river a mile or two, crossed it, and
climbed to the top of a bald point that immediately appealed to us as an
ideal coasting-place. We were in something of a light-hearted mood,
anyway, and like a pair of children on a holiday amused ourselves by
sliding down and climbing back to slide down again. Thus we passed two
or three hours, at imminent risk of frozen cheeks and noses, for it was
bitterly cold, so cold that the snow crunched beneath our feet like
powdered rosin. And when we wearied of that we went trailing home over
glistening flats that lay between us and the post. Down on the bare
bottomlands of the Sicannie a tenuous frost-haze hung in the air. Back
from the valley edges the great woods stood in frozen ranks, branches
heavy-freighted with the latest fall of snow. To the west towered the
mountain range, robed in ermine now instead of summer purple; huge,
ragged crests, flashing in the heatless sun.
“What insignificant creatures we are, after all,” the girl stopped
suddenly and looked back at the white peaks, and to the north and south
where the somber woodland stood like twin walls. “For a true sense of
his own importance in the universe one has only to face—this.” She
nodded toward the surrounding forest, and the Rockies crouching against
the far skyline. “It is so big—and so silent. It gives me a feeling of
being pitted against a gigantic, remorseless power—a something
indefinable, and yet terrible in its strength. Power—when I can
understand it—fascinates me. But this makes me shrink. Sometimes I
actually feel afraid. They say that men compelled to stay up here alone
often go mad. I hardly wonder. I don’t think I like the North.”
“So you feel that way,” I rejoined. “So do I, at times.”
She assented soberly.
“Perhaps we are blessed or cursed, whichever it may be, with too much
imagination; and give it overfree rein.”
“No,” I returned, blundering on in an attempt to voice that which I had
often felt, but could never express. “There is an atmosphere, a
something about these immense spaces that sits hard on the nerves. We
don’t have to imagine these things; they’re here. It seems to me that
any wilderness untamed must have that same effect; it overawes one. And
man hasn’t tamed this yet. The North is master—and we feel it.”
We plodded a few yards farther.
“The North is master—and we feel it,” she repeated presently. “I resent
that. I shouldn’t care,” she murmured thoughtfully, “to be wholly at the
mercy of the North. It reminds me of the sea, cold and gray and
pitiless.” And she fell into a silent reflective mood as we trudged
along to the post.
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