And his son, lying on the floor; the son Shaughnessy had thought dead;
was it not a joyful reunion? Shaughnessy groaned aloud, for he had long
writhed under the lash of conscience for this one thing. The rest of his
ill-doing did not trouble him; it was for the blackest crime of all,
alone, that he paid the penalty. And a bitter penalty he paid, for,
whatever the seeming, outraged nature generally exacts her due. This man
had heartlessly deserted a wife who had been devoted to him, despite his
deviltry, and his helpless baby; deserted them more indifferently than
most men would leave a dog. It was slow in coming, the time of
reckoning, but the day came when the black heart and soul of Shaughnessy
quivered under the lash. And the lash bit the deeper because of the need
for repression, for the man writhed in secret. It was Shaughnessy who
lived; the other man was dead; yet his foul ghost, with the memory of
the foul deed he wrought, would not be laid.
Shaughnessy, with a haggard glance at the motionless form on the floor,
rose and walked uncertainly to an easy chair. He sat limply, a thin,
white hand shading his eyes. He was oblivious to his surroundings, for
the tumult of the past pounded in his brain.
The tumult of the past! What a record had been his, this white-faced man
with hunted eyes that now stared with a weird, fixed horror back into
the past. They saw again another man than the Shaughnessy of vile
political power; a younger man, in whom was no repression; the slave of
wayward passions which marred lives other than his own. But what were
wife and child? Merely incumbrances then, and, toward the last, hardly
to be borne.
And at the beginning? Why, the young man had once been respectable, and
of the type to be pointed out as one destined to make his mark. Starting
at the lowest round of a big business house, in a far-off city, it had
not taken him long to prove his rare mettle, and at twenty-five he had
reached a point further than most men attain in a lifetime. He had
married a girl who believed in him as she believed in God--and she had
been his dupe almost from the first.
Supremely selfish, treacherous by nature and with a stealthy leaning
toward the fleshpots, he began early to betray her trust in cold blood.
She did not know of this; she knew only of his indulgence in liquor,
increasing alarmingly, and his growing taste for cards. He had drammed
moderately from a very early age; now he had a fiend's appetite, while
his passion for the gaming table grew accordingly. She used to plead
pitifully with him to eschew the practices. At first he laughed; later
he sneered. Meanwhile his dissipation had not affected his business
prospects as yet. Often rioting through a sleepless night, he was
invariably at his desk in the morning, and his house was glad to command
his services, for he was a veritable business genius.
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