She had recoiled, the flame in her eyes repelling him. Ever afterward
her burning eyes, accusing him in memory, had caused his own to close
spasmodically in swift desire to escape her gaze; had caused him to dig
his nails into his palms in temporary agonized abasement. The grim mills
of the gods, indeed!
The poor woman annoyed him no more after that, but she grew like a
voiceless, accusing ghost. She was thin and pale now and her beauty was
fading pathetically. As for him, his course grew madder, he plunged into
dissipation as it had been an enveloping sea. By and by things began to
go wrong with him; wild speculations turned out poorly, his resources
began seriously to dwindle. With his old, clear head he could have
repaired his fortunes, but now he saw things through a red haze, and in
endeavoring to right himself with one reckless stroke, he lost
everything.
Well, it was time to leave. But he would not go alone, he sullenly
decided. There was a siren to whom he had long been devoted, a creature
of sensuous mould designed to hold enmeshed such evil souls as his. Nor,
he fiercely told himself, would they go empty-handed. And he fortified
his nerve with more whisky.
The newspapers accordingly had a sensation. One of the city's most
brilliant and most trusted young business men was a defaulter to the
extent of thousands of dollars, and he was gone. This startling fact,
coupled with the simultaneous departure of the siren and the revelations
of the defaulter's double life, made an attractive tit-bit. The wife and
child, being of minor importance in this sensational tale, were quickly
forgotten. The memory of the defaulter remained, and men confidently
believed at first that one day they would welcome his return, shackled
to an officer of the law. But it was not to be, though once the man,
driven by the lash of belated remorse, had ventured to cross a continent
and steal furtively into the scene of his early crime, on a bootless
quest.
It seemed to him later that, following his flight with his siren, he had
been drunk for years. The furtive sting was at work; he drank to deaden
it. At times he would shiver and the cold perspiration would bead his
forehead, for he saw again the horror in her eyes as she sought to
stanch the blood that flowed from her baby's arm. More, he saw himself
again, with hideous humor, repeatedly when he was in his cups, tearing
her baby from her arms and plying it with toddy. The boy would take it
like milk, he remembered; and the father was wont to laugh, with all the
sardonic mirth of a hyena, at the anguish in the mother's eyes, and
finally to hand back the infant with ironical courtesy and the
observation "that he was a chip off the old block."
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