"Don't, girlie!" His tone was as if she had struck him.
One little white hand touched his arm. With quick divination her
searching look read the tale told in his drawn face, in the sight of the
satchel upon the curb, the letter in his hand. She gently took it from
him.
"For me?"
He nodded, he could not have spoken just then. He swallowed hard while
his eyes hungrily devoured the rare, fair sight of her, the slightly
sharpened outlines of her lovely face, the pallor that was the heritage
of illness, the sweetness of her eyes.
His letter in her hand, she moved a little away from him, then turned
and walked to the curb. She rent the envelope straight across, and
tearing the residue into tiny fragments, tossed the pieces like
snowflakes upon the pavement. Retracing her steps, she confronted
O'Byrn.
"Tell me all about it," she suggested, very gently.
With a low, bitter cry he clasped her little hand in both his own,
stammering that he was unfit, that there was another blot, a repetition
of the old, wretched story. She understood, and there was only a low
exclamation of sympathy as she looked into his tortured face with eyes
that were wonderful with forgiveness and love. For she had known
instinctively long since that it must always be so, and with her woman's
devotion, had resolved to help him, notwithstanding, to the end.
"What did I tell you once, dear?" she asked him low. "It's for you to
always try, Micky, and what credit's for those who don't have to try?
You have tried, my boy, and you must keep on trying--for my sake.
Remember, dear, you can never fail while you try--and it's trying--it's
trying that brings us--where dreams--where dreams--come--true."
The low voice was lost in a stifled sob. Her little hands, her poor,
thin hands, sought her face. The tears trickled from between her clasped
fingers.
Miserably he sought gently to draw her hands from her wet eyes. "Don't
cry, Maisie," he begged, fighting with his constricted throat, winking
blurred eyes. "Why do you? It--it kills me!"
A solitary pedestrian, passing upon the opposite side of the quiet
street, gazed at them curiously, without pausing. Neither of them
noticed him and he disappeared around a corner. Meanwhile, eyes searched
eyes; presently O'Byrn's turned away. They held so much of the
desolation and shame of his soul, hers only love.
"Why do I cry?" she questioned sadly. "Do you remember a night--it seems
so long ago!--when you asked me that? Do you need to ask me again? Only
now it is so different, so--so horrible. God help me! then it was the
beginning, now you mean it for the end. You are going away?"
"Yes." She could scarcely hear the word.
"Why?"
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