He thought how for a while he had swerved from Dora to Nellie, and now
he could not understand it, for the glamour was withdrawn, and he saw
the unapparelled hearts of both. In Nellie, he saw nothing now but the
beauty, the unapproachable beauty which could never be more to him
than the irresponsive beauty of a marble statue. In Dora, he now saw
beauty that was thoroughly informed with love, and that radiated
towards him with all the responsive faculties of inexhaustive
sympathy. Her slightest word or gesture, was measured for his regard.
Her least syllable was designed to move his lightest mood to pleasant
consonance. Her smiles were those which came upon her face merely to
show him that all the smiles and joyousness of her nature came forth
but to greet and welcome him, and show him that all the smiles and
joyousness of her nature were his wholly.
What a contrast was here! The sunlight of success, the sunlight of
love, the sunlight of heaven, shut out by one foul, crass adventure!
The sunlight of life, of young life, of life before it had drunk under
the meridian sun, extinguished for ever!
"Dominique Lavirotte," he thought, "pray to the merciful God that you
may go mad--speedily."
CHAPTER III.
Of late Lavirotte's visits to Dora had been so infrequent and
irregular that she did not know when to expect him, or when to be
surprised that he did not come. Three or four days often passed now
without her seeing him. She knew he was busy, exceedingly busy, at St.
Prisca's Tower, but busy with what she could not tell.
For the past few weeks he had always seemed to her exhausted and
taciturn. There was no falling off in his tenderness towards her. He
seemed to love her more passionately than ever. But his visits were
short, and he said little.
It was three days before Lavirotte got O'Donnell's last letter that he
visited Dora. On going back from her to the tower he had thrown
himself more blindly, more enthusiastically into the work of
excavation than ever. In this final effort he had exhausted all his
physical resources, with the result that when O'Donnell's letter came
his strength was completely wasted, and he was as helpless as a little
child.
When he had seen Dora last he said he would come again soon--as soon
as the important business upon which he was engaged would allow him.
But he named no hour, no day.
Three days passed and she did not see him or hear from him. That was
not unusual. A fourth, a fifth, a sixth, a seventh day might go by
without arousing anything stronger than longing and disappointment in
her heart.
Since she had come back from Ireland she had never passed the
threshold of that solitary tower in Porter Street. He had never asked
her to come, nor had her grandfather.
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