First of all he would take the spoon--nay, not the spoon, the bowl
itself, and quench his thirst and recruit his failing energies with a
long draught out of that humble, yellow bowl. He would drink nearly
all the liquid up, for he was parched and dry. Abroad would be the
sound of traffic and of human voices, stronger than the sound of
traffic now beating against his ears. Then, when he had slaked his
thirst he would eat some of the bread--no, the bread was too dry. It
would make him thirsty again. He would eat some of the fish, and sop
the soft white bread in what remained of the soothing liquor. And when
he had finished, he, too, would come forth with a contented mind, and
supposing any trace of thirst remained, and he had no money to spend
in fantastic ways of allaying thirst, he would go to some public
drinking-fountain where there was an unlimited supply of water, and
out of the clean white metal cups drink and drink and drink until this
horrible dryness of mouth and throat had been finally removed, and he
felt cheered and invigorated, and fit to face any difficulty or odds
that might be against him.
Threepence, and he might enjoy what then seemed to him an unparalleled
luxury!
But supposing he were free and penniless, there was nothing to prevent
him walking to the first drinking-fountain that offered and quenching
his thirst, drowning his thirst in its free waters.
He could have one, two, three, any number of cups of water, and, while
drinking, he could touch his fellow-man, see the blue sky above him,
and feel upon his cheek the wind made by passing men and vehicles.
Now was he here, young and full of notions of life, with no malady of
ordinary growth upon him, merely the victim of an extraordinary
accident, destined to die in darkness of thirst, of hunger, of
despair.
There was no hope for him. Dora knew he spent most of his day in that
tower. She did not know why. She would never think of seeking him
there. And if she did seek him, if she came and knocked, she would get
no reply. She would have no reason to assume more than that he did not
hear, being there, or was absent from the place.
If she called at his lodgings she would be told all they knew of him,
and all they knew of him would not help her forward towards his
present condition.
He had no means of measuring time. His watch had ceased to beat, he
could not tell how long ago. He held it up against his ear. It was
silent.
This silence seemed to him typical of the final silence which already
surrounded Lionel Crawford, and which was now gathering around
himself.
Through this silence now came a sound,
It was the sound of something falling. Something very small falling
sharply, as it were, against the dull murmur of the traffic around
him.
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