The Last Days of Mary Stuart, and the journal of Bourgoyne her physicianCowan, Samuel
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The Last Days of Mary Stuart, and the journal of Bourgoyne her physician
Cowan, Samuel
Mary, Queen of Scots, 1542-1587 -- Death and burial
their Queen and for having wished to dispossess her. I answered that
I was not so presuming as to aspire to these two honours, but whilst
they had power over my body by divine permission, not by justice, I
was a Sovereign Queen, as I had always protested. Still they had not
power over my soul, nor could they prevent me from hoping that by
the mercy of God who died for me He will accept from me my blood and
my life, which I offer Him for the welfare of His Church. Besides,
neither here nor elsewhere would I wish to rule over a worldly kingdom
and thereby lose the eternal kingdom. And I shall beg of Him that the
grief and other persecutions of mind and body which I suffer may be
set against my sins. _But to have conspired, counselled, or ordered
Elizabeth's death, that I have never done_; nor would I permit on
my part that even one single blow [one snap of the fingers is the
original] should be given her. Oh! said they, you have counselled and
permitted the English to name you as their Sovereign, as appears by
the letters to Alan, and Doctors Lewis and others, and this you have
not contradicted; to which I answered that I had taken nothing upon
myself in my letters, but hindering the doctors and ecclesiastics from
naming me at their pleasure was not my province, being obedient to
the Church, approving what she decreed but not correcting her. And I
said the same in regard to His Holiness if, as they declared, he made
me be prayed for everywhere under a title of which I was ignorant. In
any case, I wished to die and to obey the Church, but not to murder
anyone in order to possess his rights. In all this I saw clearly the
pursuit of Saul against David, but I cannot escape like him by the
window, although from the shedding of my blood protectors may arise
for the sufferers in this general quarrel. In short, the day before
yesterday Paulet returned with Drury much more modest than gracious,
to tell me that, having been warned to prepare myself to confess my
fault towards the Queen, I had shown no repentance nor feeling of my
fault, and he had therefore commanded that they should take away my
daïs in order to signify that I was a woman who had died without any
honour or dignity as Queen. I answered that God had called me by His
grace to this dignity, and I had been anointed and consecrated justly,
and that from Him alone I held it, to Him alone should I render it
with my soul; that I did not recognise their Queen as my superior
nor her council and heretical assembly as my judges; that I should
die Queen in spite of them, and that they had no more power over me
than robbers at the corner of a wood had over the most just prince
or earthly judge, but I hoped that God would show His justice after
my death upon this kingdom. The kings of this country had often been
murdered, and it would not be strange for me to be amongst them and
those of their blood. King Richard had been treated thus in order to
take away his rights.
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