'It is true,' said Nydia, 'I must learn to govern myself I must bide, I
must suppress, my heart. This is a woman's task and duty; methinks her
virtue is hypocrisy.'
'Self-control is not deceit, my Nydia,' returned the Athenian; 'and that
is the virtue necessary alike to man and to woman; it is the true
senatorial toga, the badge of the dignity it covers!'
'Self-control! self-control! Well, well, what you say is right! When I
listen to you, Glaucus, my wildest thoughts grow calm and sweet, and a
delicious serenity falls over me. Advise, ah! guide me ever, my
preserver!'
'Thy affectionate heart will be thy best guide, Nydia, when thou hast
learned to regulate its feelings.'
'Ah! that will be never,' sighed Nydia, wiping away her tears.
'Say not so: the first effort is the only difficult one.'
'I have made many first efforts,' answered Nydia, innocently. 'But you,
my Mentor, do you find it so easy to control yourself? Can you conceal,
can you even regulate, your love for Ione?'
'Love! dear Nydia: ah! that is quite another matter,' answered the young
preceptor.
'I thought so!' returned Nydia, with a melancholy smile. 'Glaucus, wilt
thou take my poor flowers? Do with them as thou wilt--thou canst give
them to Ione,' added she, with a little hesitation.
'Nay, Nydia,' answered Glaucus, kindly, divining something of jealousy
in her language, though he imagined it only the jealousy of a vain and
susceptible child; 'I will not give thy pretty flowers to any one. Sit
here and weave them into a garland; I will wear it this night: it is not
the first those delicate fingers have woven for me.'
The poor girl delightedly sat down beside Glaucus. She drew from her
girdle a ball of the many-colored threads, or rather slender ribands,
used in the weaving of garlands, and which (for it was her professional
occupation) she carried constantly with her, and began quickly and
gracefully to commence her task. Upon her young cheeks the tears were
already dried, a faint but happy smile played round her lips--childlike,
indeed, she was sensible only of the joy of the present hour: she was
reconciled to Glaucus: he had forgiven her--she was beside him--he
played caressingly with her silken hair--his breath fanned her
cheek--Ione, the cruel Ione, was not by--none other demanded, divided,
his care. Yes, she was happy and forgetful; it was one of the few
moments in her brief and troubled life that it was sweet to treasure, to
recall. As the butterfly, allured by the winter sun, basks for a little
in the sudden light, ere yet the wind awakes and the frost comes on,
which shall blast it before the eve--she rested beneath a beam, which,
by contrast with the wonted skies, was not chilling; and the instinct
which should have warned her of its briefness, bade her only gladden in
its smile.
'Thou hast beautiful locks,' said Glaucus. 'They were once, I ween
well, a mother's delight.'
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