'The Evil Spirit! No, rather be dumb for ever, unless at least thou
canst--but away, away this talk! Not now will we dispute and cavil; not
now will we judge harshly of each other. Thou, regarding me as an
apostate! and I all sorrow and shame for thee as an idolater. No, my
sister, let us avoid such topics and such thoughts. In thy sweet
presence a calm falls over my spirit. For a little while I forget. As
I thus lay my temples on thy bosom, as I thus feel thy gentle arm
embrace me, I think that we are children once more, and that the heaven
smiles equally upon both. For oh! if hereafter I escape, no matter what
peril; and it be permitted me to address thee on one sacred and awful
subject; should I find thine ear closed and thy heart hardened, what
hope for myself could countervail the despair for thee? In thee, my
sister, I behold a likeness made beautiful, made noble, of myself.
Shall the mirror live for ever, and the form itself be broken as the
potter's clay? Ah, no--no--thou wilt listen to me yet! Dost thou
remember how we went into the fields by Baiae, hand in hand together, to
pluck the flowers of spring? Even so, hand in hand, shall we enter the
Eternal Garden, and crown ourselves with imperishable asphodel!'
Wondering and bewildered by words she could not comprehend, but excited
even to tears by the plaintiveness of their tone, Ione listened to these
outpourings of a full and oppressed heart. In truth, Apaecides himself
was softened much beyond his ordinary mood, which to outward seeming was
usually either sullen or impetuous. For the noblest desires are of a
jealous nature--they engross, they absorb the soul, and often leave the
splenetic humors stagnant and unheeded at the surface. Unheeding the
petty things around us, we are deemed morose; impatient at earthly
interruption to the diviner dreams, we are thought irritable and
churlish. For as there is no chimera vainer than the hope that one
human heart shall find sympathy in another, so none ever interpret us
with justice; and none, no, not our nearest and our dearest ties,
forbear with us in mercy! When we are dead and repentance comes too
late, both friend and foe may wonder to think how little there was in us
to forgive!
'I will talk to thee then of our early years,' said Ione. 'Shall yon
blind girl sing to thee of the days of childhood? Her voice is sweet
and musical, and she hath a song on that theme which contains none of
those allusions it pains thee to hear.'
'Dost thou remember the words, my sister?' asked Apaecides.
'Methinks yes; for the tune, which is simple, fixed them on my memory.'
'Sing to me then thyself. My ear is not in unison with unfamiliar
voices; and thine, Ione, full of household associations, has ever been
to me more sweet than all the hireling melodies of Lycia or of Crete.
Sing to me!'
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