The Last Days of the RomanovsSokolov, N. (Nikolai)
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The Last Days of the Romanovs
Sokolov, N. (Nikolai)
Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1868-1918; Romanov, House of
I thought a great deal about the czar after I stayed a certain time
amongst the guards. After I personally saw them several times I began to
feel entirely different towards them: I began to pity them. I pitied
them as human beings. I tell you the entire truth. You may believe me or
not. I had the idea in my head to let them escape, or to do something to
allow them to escape. I did not tell anybody about this, but I had an
idea to tell it to Dr. Derevenko, who visited them at that time, but I
was doubtful of him. I can not tell you why I was doubtful. I just
thought: “I don’t know what type of man he is.” When he left them his
face did not express anything, and he never spoke a single word about
them, so I got doubtful. I am relating to you the exact truth. I had in
my head the thoughts I am expressing now. Previously, when I first
entered into the guards, I did not see them and did not know them. I was
also a little guilty before them. When Avdeieff and the “Tovaristchy”
(comrades) used to sing the revolutionary songs, I also used to join a
little in the chorus, but after I learned how the matter stood, I
stopped it and all of us, or if not all then a great number, condemned
Avdeieff for his behaviour.
In the time of Iourovsky we were not allowed into the house. I never
used to stay longer than necessary in the commandant’s room, as I did
during the days of Avdeieff. Whenever a bell rang (an electric bell was
connected with the commandant’s room and Popoff’s house), one used to
come to the commandant’s room, get an order and immediately retire. We
seniors did not have to go to the commandant’s room to answer the bell
ring. It was always Medvedeff who went and we were asked for through
him. Iourovsky was always with Nikoulin; Medvedeff also made his best
efforts to be in their company. The Letts from the Tchresvytchayka were
also near to them. That is why I can not describe to you how Iourovsky
felt about the czar. Avdeieff was nearer to us, as he was the same sort
we were--a workman, and he lived with us. Iourovsky behaved himself like
a chief and did not let us in the house.
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