There was a blithe richness of vitality, a sparkle that made him
remember the wine at Longstruth’s, the Chinese girls twanging the _vina_
in the bamboo clumps by the river.... Wine and song at Longstruth’s, and
a score of other thoughts, light and indistinct as the trailing
movements of a vagary—with this concrete enormity in the room.
Romney suddenly whipped in closer to reality. His mind had been trying
to hold off the truth from itself. Moira Kelvin turned to her mirror.
The Hunchback, glancing to see that his face was out of range of the
glass, directed one slow terrible look into the eyes of his friend.
Romney took it all. For an instant there was an indescribable tightness
across his chest and a sense of inadequacy to bear the drama. Nifton
Bend had already accepted the death of his beloved. He would spare her
from all knowledge of it. There seemed a dull gray shine about his
face. The long hands were lifted a little, but steady. The face did not
implore; it commanded Romney to be calm, to help in bringing happiness
to the departure.
Romney was continually swept by surges of incredulity—that this thing
was working out under his eyes. In another way it was like the last
moment of a tragedy which one knows is coming. He wanted to leave
before the end. He felt himself an inadequate third in this great
hour.... He heard his own voice, telling of the three sages at the
little pool of the lilies in Kuderfoi.... He was describing
Rajananda.... She laughed and came close for an instant to listen. She
caught the same magic that had been so dear to Anna Erivan.... He
remembered a similar look from Moira Kelvin, though more imperious and
passionate, when he told her of Nifton Bend and Young China.... He
caught a glance of calmness and commendation from the eye of the
Hunchback now.... He pictured the tranquil and compassionate Chi Yuan,
the firmer and more balanced Tsing Hsia to whom the sureness of the
retributive forces of life were as inevitable as gravitation. He spoke
again of the little withered master lying between them—so vast, so calm
and inclusive.... Always Romney’s own story came in with its wonders
and pictures, but he did not let them reach the point of words. His
romance was something he might have brought to Moira Kelvin alone, if
there had been hours. He longed for her sanction and to show her how
wise and deep in life she had been, since all that she had said came
true; he wanted her word on the chance of finding Anna Erivan again—to
help his faith. There was none to whom the story belonged as to her;
but it was not for Nifton Bend in this hour....
He repeated instead what the three sages had said of the dream which was
Nifton Bend’s—what they thought of him ... and how the picture of Nifton
Bend and herself, together in the lamp-lit room, had stayed with him
through the days and nights of the desert riding.
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