The big secrets of life had come to him in this hour, to be unwoven and
unfolded during the years that remained. Just now Romney felt himself
small in that he had risen to no part to help or spare them. He forgot
that the revelations were for him alone; that he had furnished complete
understanding; that his own soul carried forth the message of their end.
In this sense he was chosen. No man could have done better. He would
have been crude, indeed, to resist their way. He had entered upon the
heroism of abnegation.
The hush of their great story was in his heart as he stood by the
door.... The face of the Hunchback was upturned to the bowed head of
the woman. There was no sound, no movement. The leaves of an ancient
mulberry tree lay tranced against the leaded window. The yellow rug was
folded close. The lords of life and death were in that shadowed room.
An ironical smile came to Romney’s lips as he turned the knob.... He
was meeting the little world of men again. He must act. He must go on
with his little part, after dwelling in the presence of those who were
great enough to show the world their own immortal selves.... He must
fight for his own life—what a travesty. How little were the herds of
mere men moving to and fro on the broad back of ample mother earth. For
a little time longer he, Romney, must play his part—or die.
A last devoted look back, even as the substantial wonder of his own life
recurred. To Anna Erivan now. Nothing but distance lay between—the
task accomplished.... It seemed an unreckonable length of time since
last night when he threaded the litany of a lover in the lobby of the
_Nestor_ waiting for Dr. Ti Kung....
He plunged into the hall—left hand to his brow, knees tumbling, his
right hand in the loose pocket of the corded blouse he wore, the pistol
in his palm. A pistol always made him laugh, gave him the sense of
being less than a man.... No, the task was not quite done—the yellow
packets to put away.... And a woman waiting in the hill-country. In that
instant of outward bewilderment the reality of Anna Erivan was very
close.... A servant with a tray met him in the hall near the stairs.
Romney veered by, and turned quickly. The yellow _boy_ had placed his
tray on the floor and followed as if to assist a guest in the house.
His face was troubled but innocent. Romney staggered on.
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