From a white man’s standpoint he had little to count on. His woman had
been torn away by a desert-band—only the promise of a withered ancient
creature whose next breath was less than a good gambling chance, yet
Rajananda had bulked mightily in his heart. In his best moments he had
faith—a priceless winning. From a white man’s standpoint, he was on the
longest possible chance, but only in the darker and more terrible
passages could Romney accept this.... There was one moment of
starlight, the last night of riding between Turgim and Nadiram, when he
really had a great moment.
It was in solitude, as all such visitations arrive. Bamban was on the
other camel with the driver, since provisions were down to small
compass. He had fallen into a deep reverie and came-to with his hands
out, palms stretched upward, eyes turned to the stars, his lips moving
with a sentence like this:
"It’s the love of the Long Road. I have found her. No man can spoil
that. I will find her again—if not now, when the time comes—if not
here, there—"
Romney laughed at the stars. He had been listening to his own soul,
perhaps. It was stronger than he. He wanted her here and now; but the
fact that the sentences had come through to his brain, had a
significance that he was deeply-grounded enough in life to understand.
And his palms had been stretched out. That meant submission, the world
over.
He laughed again. He was very far from the world just now. Cities—even
China—had distressed him. He must reach calm on that. He must go back
and master that terror of men. The desert had given him a tithe of her
mysticism and power. He would have to go back and make it tell among
men. Would he have to go back alone?
Nifton Bend had mastered himself in the midst of men. Romney gripped a
fuller understanding. The Hunchback had passed this barrier—after that
his mate came to him. They were a completed circle—one even in their
dying.... He would love to tell Anna Erivan that story.... In the very
strength of his submission, his faith grew. The word of Rajananda
returned. There had been no doubt in what the old master said. Anna
Erivan was to wait for him in the hill-country. All that Rajananda had
said about other things had been fulfilled.... And Nifton Bend had
followed his own into the deeper dreaming. What did he mean by that?
He seemed so glad to go, even though their lives were most beautiful
together.
The next day Romney squinted up at the sun. Something of the same power
came to him again. There was a cross in the blinding light, and after
that a full sheaf of golden wheat. Of course it might have been only
the glare in his eyes, but he felt very strong and that he would bring
something of different manhood to the woman who waited for him.
Romney leaned forward.
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