"Just so long as a woman has not the spiritual power to formulate her
ideal of the one man of her heart, she must accept the nearest, the
first or second or third, and must suffer her horrors of mis-mating.
But all the time her dream is forming, literally making the one who
belongs to her and no other. It builds out of her suffering. It comes
out of agony and diffusion, even out of promiscuity. It is the ascent of
woman’s character into an integrity which can only be touched by one
human being. It is not touched if he does not come—"
Romney stood before her, looking into two flashing points her eyes had
become.
"It does not play a fortnight—to find out if the man is the one. It
does not play at all. It does not suffer from waiting because it does
not live in sex. It does not meet its own on any basis of sex—not at
first, even though it has passions powerful enough to fire the world—"
"Anna Erivan—have I lost you—am I too far from the dream?"
She arose and came nearer, the table no longer between them.
"I tell you I hate myself because this has hurt me—"
"And I tell you that this morning I feel abysses below you—that you are
revealed to me higher than I knew and dreamed."
"That first night, I thought it was he who had come to me ... and last
night, running after you, I was sure—"
He started forward, his arms outstretched, but remembered and fell back.
"I said I would wait until you held out your arms—"
Her face turned a little to the side, and he saw a smile suffuse with
colour.
"I did last night," she whispered.
*13*
That noon Bamban came and sat in the court for a little period, awaiting
any word from his master. It was in Romney’s heart to tell him that he
meant to start for Wampli to-morrow, and yet he had not spoken of that
to Anna Erivan since morning, and he decided to wait until the last
judgment of the woman was heard. Bamban smilingly departed, but back of
the glittering eyes of the little man, the American fancied an
expression:
"You are a tarrier with women."
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