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But man is a strange animal. We cannot calculate on his forces like
that of an engine; and, though an impulse draw with a forty-horse power
at what appears willing to yield to one, yet in contempt of calculation
the movement is not effected. Neither grief, philosophy, nor love could
make Perdita think with mildness of the dereliction of Raymond. She now
took pleasure in my society; towards Idris she felt and displayed a
full and affectionate sense of her worth—she restored to her child in
abundant measure her tenderness and care. But I could discover, amidst
all her repinings, deep resentment towards Raymond, and an unfading
sense of injury, that plucked from me my hope, when I appeared nearest
to its fulfilment. Among other painful restrictions, she has occasioned
it to become a law among us, never to mention Raymond’s name before
her. She refused to read any communications from Greece, desiring me
only to mention when any arrived, and whether the wanderers were well.
It was curious that even little Clara observed this law towards her
mother. This lovely child was nearly eight years of age. Formerly she
had been a light-hearted infant, fanciful, but gay and childish. After
the departure of her father, thought became impressed on her young
brow. Children, unadepts in language, seldom find words to express
their thoughts, nor could we tell in what manner the late events had
impressed themselves on her mind. But certainly she had made deep
observations while she noted in silence the changes that passed around
her. She never mentioned her father to Perdita, she appeared half
afraid when she spoke of him to me, and though I tried to draw her out
on the subject, and to dispel the gloom that hung about her ideas
concerning him, I could not succeed. Yet each foreign post-day she
watched for the arrival of letters—knew the post mark, and watched me
as I read. I found her often poring over the article of Greek
intelligence in the newspaper.
There is no more painful sight than that of untimely care in children,
and it was particularly observable in one whose disposition had
heretofore been mirthful. Yet there was so much sweetness and docility
about Clara, that your admiration was excited; and if the moods of mind
are calculated to paint the cheek with beauty, and endow motions with
grace, surely her contemplations must have been celestial; since every
lineament was moulded into loveliness, and her motions were more
harmonious than the elegant boundings of the fawns of her native
forest. I sometimes expostulated with Perdita on the subject of her
reserve; but she rejected my counsels, while her daughter’s sensibility
excited in her a tenderness still more passionate.
After the lapse of more than a year, Adrian returned from Greece.
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