End of the world -- Fiction; Epidemics -- Fiction; Science fiction; Twenty-first century -- Fiction
With an heavy heart I entered the palace, and stood fearful to advance,
to speak, to look. In the midst of the hall was Perdita; she sat on the
marble pavement, her head fallen on her bosom, her hair dishevelled,
her fingers twined busily one within the other; she was pale as marble,
and every feature was contracted by agony. She perceived me, and looked
up enquiringly; her half glance of hope was misery; the words died
before I could articulate them; I felt a ghastly smile wrinkle my lips.
She understood my gesture; again her head fell; again her fingers
worked restlessly. At last I recovered speech, but my voice terrified
her; the hapless girl had understood my look, and for worlds she would
not that the tale of her heavy misery should have been shaped out and
confirmed by hard, irrevocable words. Nay, she seemed to wish to
distract my thoughts from the subject: she rose from the floor: “Hush!”
she said, whisperingly; “after much weeping, Clara sleeps; we must not
disturb her.” She seated herself then on the same ottoman where I had
left her in the morning resting on the beating heart of her Raymond; I
dared not approach her, but sat at a distant corner, watching her
starting and nervous gestures. At length, in an abrupt manner she
asked, “Where is he?”
“O, fear not,” she continued, “fear not that I should entertain hope!
Yet tell me, have you found him? To have him once more in my arms, to
see him, however changed, is all I desire. Though Constantinople be
heaped above him as a tomb, yet I must find him—then cover us with the
city’s weight, with a mountain piled above—I care not, so that one
grave hold Raymond and his Perdita.” Then weeping, she clung to me:
“Take me to him,” she cried, “unkind Lionel, why do you keep me here?
Of myself I cannot find him —but you know where he lies—lead me
thither.”
At first these agonizing plaints filled me with intolerable compassion.
But soon I endeavoured to extract patience for her from the ideas she
suggested. I related my adventures of the night, my endeavours to find
our lost one, and my disappointment. Turning her thoughts this way, I
gave them an object which rescued them from insanity. With apparent
calmness she discussed with me the probable spot where he might be
found, and planned the means we should use for that purpose. Then
hearing of my fatigue and abstinence, she herself brought me food. I
seized the favourable moment, and endeavoured to awaken in her
something beyond the killing torpor of grief. As I spoke, my subject
carried me away; deep admiration; grief, the offspring of truest
affection, the overflowing of a heart bursting with sympathy for all
that had been great and sublime in the career of my friend, inspired me
as I poured forth the praises of Raymond.
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