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On this occasion Adrian and Idris met after a separation of nearly a
year. Adrian had been occupied in fulfilling a laborious and painful
task. He had been familiar with every species of human misery, and had
for ever found his powers inadequate, his aid of small avail. Yet the
purpose of his soul, his energy and ardent resolution, prevented any
re-action of sorrow. He seemed born anew, and virtue, more potent than
Medean alchemy, endued him with health and strength. Idris hardly
recognized the fragile being, whose form had seemed to bend even to the
summer breeze, in the energetic man, whose very excess of sensibility
rendered him more capable of fulfilling his station of pilot in
storm-tossed England.
It was not thus with Idris. She was uncomplaining; but the very soul of
fear had taken its seat in her heart. She had grown thin and pale, her
eyes filled with involuntary tears, her voice was broken and low. She
tried to throw a veil over the change which she knew her brother must
observe in her, but the effort was ineffectual; and when alone with
him, with a burst of irrepressible grief she gave vent to her
apprehensions and sorrow. She described in vivid terms the ceaseless
care that with still renewing hunger ate into her soul; she compared
this gnawing of sleepless expectation of evil, to the vulture that fed
on the heart of Prometheus; under the influence of this eternal
excitement, and of the interminable struggles she endured to combat and
conceal it, she felt, she said, as if all the wheels and springs of the
animal machine worked at double rate, and were fast consuming
themselves. Sleep was not sleep, for her waking thoughts, bridled by
some remains of reason, and by the sight of her children happy and in
health, were then transformed to wild dreams, all her terrors were
realized, all her fears received their dread fulfilment. To this state
there was no hope, no alleviation, unless the grave should quickly
receive its destined prey, and she be permitted to die, before she
experienced a thousand living deaths in the loss of those she loved.
Fearing to give me pain, she hid as best she could the excess of her
wretchedness, but meeting thus her brother after a long absence, she
could not restrain the expression of her woe, but with all the
vividness of imagination with which misery is always replete, she
poured out the emotions of her heart to her beloved and sympathizing
Adrian.
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