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companion whose voice always spoke peace to him, closed her eyes in
death. The old man felt the system of universal nature which he had so
long studied and adored, slide from under him, and he stood among the
dead, and lifted his voice in curses.—No wonder that the attendant
should interpret as phrensy the harrowing maledictions of the
grief-struck old man.
I had commenced my search late in the day, a November day, that closed
in early with pattering rain and melancholy wind. As I turned from the
door, I saw Merrival, or rather the shadow of Merrival, attenuated and
wild, pass me, and sit on the steps of his home. The breeze scattered
the grey locks on his temples, the rain drenched his uncovered head, he
sat hiding his face in his withered hands. I pressed his shoulder to
awaken his attention, but he did not alter his position. “Merrival,” I
said, “it is long since we have seen you—you must return to Windsor
with me—Lady Idris desires to see you, you will not refuse her
request—come home with me.”
He replied in a hollow voice, “Why deceive a helpless old man, why talk
hypocritically to one half crazed? Windsor is not my home; my true home
I have found; the home that the Creator has prepared for me.”
His accent of bitter scorn thrilled me—“Do not tempt me to speak,” he
continued, “my words would scare you—in an universe of cowards I dare
think—among the church-yard tombs—among the victims of His merciless
tyranny I dare reproach the Supreme Evil. How can he punish me? Let him
bare his arm and transfix me with lightning—this is also one of his
attributes”—and the old man laughed.
He rose, and I followed him through the rain to a neighbouring
church-yard —he threw himself on the wet earth. “Here they are,” he
cried, “beautiful creatures—breathing, speaking, loving creatures. She
who by day and night cherished the age-worn lover of her youth—they,
parts of my flesh, my children—here they are: call them, scream their
names through the night; they will not answer!” He clung to the little
heaps that marked the graves. “I ask but one thing; I do not fear His
hell, for I have it here; I do not desire His heaven, let me but die
and be laid beside them; let me but, when I lie dead, feel my flesh as
it moulders, mingle with theirs. Promise,” and he raised himself
painfully, and seized my arm, “promise to bury me with them.”
“So God help me and mine as I promise,” I replied, “on one condition:
return with me to Windsor.”
“To Windsor!” he cried with a shriek, “Never!—from this place I never
go —my bones, my flesh, I myself, are already buried here, and what you
see of me is corrupted clay like them. I will lie here, and cling here,
till rain, and hail, and lightning and storm, ruining on me, make me
one in substance with them below.”
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