End of the world -- Fiction; Epidemics -- Fiction; Science fiction; Twenty-first century -- Fiction
There were many dear friends whom we must not leave behind, humble
though they were. There was the spirited and obedient steed which Lord
Raymond had given his daughter; there was Alfred’s dog and a pet eagle,
whose sight was dimmed through age. But this catalogue of favourites to
be taken with us, could not be made without grief to think of our heavy
losses, and a deep sigh for the many things we must leave behind. The
tears rushed into the eyes of Idris, while Alfred and Evelyn brought
now a favourite rose tree, now a marble vase beautifully carved,
insisting that these must go, and exclaiming on the pity that we could
not take the castle and the forest, the deer and the birds, and all
accustomed and cherished objects along with us. “Fond and foolish
ones,” I said, “we have lost for ever treasures far more precious than
these; and we desert them, to preserve treasures to which in comparison
they are nothing. Let us not for a moment forget our object and our
hope; and they will form a resistless mound to stop the overflowing of
our regret for trifles.”
The children were easily distracted, and again returned to their
prospect of future amusement. Idris had disappeared. She had gone to
hide her weakness; escaping from the castle, she had descended to the
little park, and sought solitude, that she might there indulge her
tears; I found her clinging round an old oak, pressing its rough trunk
with her roseate lips, as her tears fell plenteously, and her sobs and
broken exclamations could not be suppressed; with surpassing grief I
beheld this loved one of my heart thus lost in sorrow! I drew her
towards me; and, as she felt my kisses on her eyelids, as she felt my
arms press her, she revived to the knowledge of what remained to her.
“You are very kind not to reproach me,” she said: “I weep, and a bitter
pang of intolerable sorrow tears my heart. And yet I am happy; mothers
lament their children, wives lose their husbands, while you and my
children are left to me. Yes, I am happy, most happy, that I can weep
thus for imaginary sorrows, and that the slight loss of my adored
country is not dwindled and annihilated in mightier misery. Take me
where you will; where you and my children are, there shall be Windsor,
and every country will be England to me. Let these tears flow not for
myself, happy and ungrateful as I am, but for the dead world—for our
lost country—for all of love, and life, and joy, now choked in the
dusty chambers of death.”
She spoke quickly, as if to convince herself; she turned her eyes from
the trees and forest-paths she loved; she hid her face in my bosom, and
we— yes, _my_ masculine firmness dissolved—we wept together consolatory
tears, and then calm—nay, almost cheerful, we returned to the castle.
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