End of the world -- Fiction; Epidemics -- Fiction; Science fiction; Twenty-first century -- Fiction
In the mean time, while we descanted on alien sorrows, and on a
solitude which struck our eyes and not our hearts, while we imagined
all of change and suffering that had intervened in these once thronged
streets, before, tenantless and abandoned, they became mere kennels for
dogs, and stables for cattle:—while we read the death of the world upon
the dark fane, and hugged ourselves in the remembrance that we
possessed that which was all the world to us—in the meanwhile—-
We had arrived from Windsor early in October, and had now been in
London about six weeks. Day by day, during that time, the health of my
Idris declined: her heart was broken; neither sleep nor appetite, the
chosen servants of health, waited on her wasted form. To watch her
children hour by hour, to sit by me, drinking deep the dear persuasion
that I remained to her, was all her pastime. Her vivacity, so long
assumed, her affectionate display of cheerfulness, her light-hearted
tone and springy gait were gone. I could not disguise to myself, nor
could she conceal, her life-consuming sorrow. Still change of scene,
and reviving hopes might restore her; I feared the plague only, and she
was untouched by that.
I had left her this evening, reposing after the fatigues of her
preparations. Clara sat beside her, relating a story to the two boys.
The eyes of Idris were closed: but Clara perceived a sudden change in
the appearance of our eldest darling; his heavy lids veiled his eyes,
an unnatural colour burnt in his cheeks, his breath became short. Clara
looked at the mother; she slept, yet started at the pause the narrator
made— Fear of awakening and alarming her, caused Clara to go on at the
eager call of Evelyn, who was unaware of what was passing. Her eyes
turned alternately from Alfred to Idris; with trembling accents she
continued her tale, till she saw the child about to fall: starting
forward she caught him, and her cry roused Idris. She looked on her
son. She saw death stealing across his features; she laid him on a bed,
she held drink to his parched lips.
Yet he might be saved. If I were there, he might be saved; perhaps it
was not the plague. Without a counsellor, what could she do? stay and
behold him die! Why at that moment was I away? “Look to him, Clara,”
she exclaimed, “I will return immediately.”
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