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As she spoke, her eyes were fixed on a tomblike hollow of the cliff,
and she saw, she averred the same to me with solemnity, Idris pacing
slowly towards this cave. She was turned from her, her head was bent
down, her white dress was such as she was accustomed to wear, except
that a thin crape-like veil covered her golden tresses, and concealed
her as a dim transparent mist. She looked dejected, as docilely
yielding to a commanding power; she submissively entered, and was lost
in the dark recess.
“Were I subject to visionary moods,” said the venerable lady, as she
continued her narrative, “I might doubt my eyes, and condemn my
credulity; but reality is the world I live in, and what I saw I doubt
not had existence beyond myself. From that moment I could not rest; it
was worth my existence to see her once again before she died; I knew
that I should not accomplish this, yet I must endeavour. I immediately
departed for Windsor; and, though I was assured that we travelled
speedily, it seemed to me that our progress was snail-like, and that
delays were created solely for my annoyance. Still I accused you, and
heaped on your head the fiery ashes of my burning impatience. It was no
disappointment, though an agonizing pang, when you pointed to her last
abode; and words would ill express the abhorrence I that moment felt
towards you, the triumphant impediment to my dearest wishes. I saw her,
and anger, and hate, and injustice died at her bier, giving place at
their departure to a remorse (Great God, that I should feel it!) which
must last while memory and feeling endure.”
To medicine such remorse, to prevent awakening love and new-born
mildness from producing the same bitter fruit that hate and harshness
had done, I devoted all my endeavours to soothe the venerable penitent.
Our party was a melancholy one; each was possessed by regret for what
was remediless; for the absence of his mother shadowed even the infant
gaiety of Evelyn. Added to this was the prospect of the uncertain
future. Before the final accomplishment of any great voluntary change
the mind vacillates, now soothing itself by fervent expectation, now
recoiling from obstacles which seem never to have presented themselves
before with so frightful an aspect. An involuntary tremor ran through
me when I thought that in another day we might have crossed the watery
barrier, and have set forward on that hopeless, interminable, sad
wandering, which but a short time before I regarded as the only relief
to sorrow that our situation afforded.
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