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Tears streamed from his eyes. “Again and again,” he continued, “will
the tragedy be acted; again I must hear the groans of the dying, the
wailing of the survivors; again witness the pangs, which, consummating
all, envelope an eternity in their evanescent existence. Why am I
reserved for this? Why the tainted wether of the flock, am I not struck
to earth among the first? It is hard, very hard, for one of woman born
to endure all that I endure!”
Hitherto, with an undaunted spirit, and an high feeling of duty and
worth, Adrian had fulfilled his self-imposed task. I had contemplated
him with reverence, and a fruitless desire of imitation. I now offered
a few words of encouragement and sympathy. He hid his face in his
hands, and while he strove to calm himself, he ejaculated, “For a few
months, yet for a few months more, let not, O God, my heart fail, or my
courage be bowed down; let not sights of intolerable misery madden this
half-crazed brain, or cause this frail heart to beat against its
prison-bound, so that it burst. I have believed it to be my destiny to
guide and rule the last of the race of man, till death extinguish my
government; and to this destiny I submit.
“Pardon me, Verney, I pain you, but I will no longer complain. Now I am
myself again, or rather I am better than myself. You have known how
from my childhood aspiring thoughts and high desires have warred with
inherent disease and overstrained sensitiveness, till the latter became
victors. You know how I placed this wasted feeble hand on the abandoned
helm of human government. I have been visited at times by intervals of
fluctuation; yet, until now, I have felt as if a superior and
indefatigable spirit had taken up its abode within me or rather
incorporated itself with my weaker being. The holy visitant has for a
time slept, perhaps to show me how powerless I am without its
inspiration. Yet, stay for a while, O Power of goodness and strength;
disdain not yet this rent shrine of fleshly mortality, O immortal
Capability! While one fellow creature remains to whom aid can be
afforded, stay by and prop your shattered, falling engine!”
His vehemence, and voice broken by irrepressible sighs, sunk to my
heart; his eyes gleamed in the gloom of night like two earthly stars;
and, his form dilating, his countenance beaming, truly it almost seemed
as if at his eloquent appeal a more than mortal spirit entered his
frame, exalting him above humanity. He turned quickly towards me, and
held out his hand. “Farewell, Verney,” he cried, “brother of my love,
farewell; no other weak expression must cross these lips, I am alive
again: to our tasks, to our combats with our unvanquishable foe, for to
the last I will struggle against her.”
He grasped my hand, and bent a look on me, more fervent and animated
than any smile; then turning his horse’s head, he touched the animal
with the spur, and was out of sight in a moment.
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