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But the feelings that actuated Evadne were rooted in the depths of her
being, and were such in their growth as he had no means of
understanding. Evadne loved Raymond. He was the hero of her
imagination, the image carved by love in the unchanged texture of her
heart. Seven years ago, in her youthful prime, she had become attached
to him; he had served her country against the Turks; he had in her own
land acquired that military glory peculiarly dear to the Greeks, since
they were still obliged inch by inch to fight for their security. Yet
when he returned thence, and first appeared in public life in England,
her love did not purchase his, which then vacillated between Perdita
and a crown. While he was yet undecided, she had quitted England; the
news of his marriage reached her, and her hopes, poorly nurtured
blossoms, withered and fell. The glory of life was gone for her; the
roseate halo of love, which had imbued every object with its own
colour, faded;—she was content to take life as it was, and to make the
best of leaden-coloured reality. She married; and, carrying her
restless energy of character with her into new scenes, she turned her
thoughts to ambition, and aimed at the title and power of Princess of
Wallachia; while her patriotic feelings were soothed by the idea of the
good she might do her country, when her husband should be chief of this
principality. She lived to find ambition, as unreal a delusion as love.
Her intrigues with Russia for the furtherance of her object, excited
the jealousy of the Porte, and the animosity of the Greek government.
She was considered a traitor by both, the ruin of her husband followed;
they avoided death by a timely flight, and she fell from the height of
her desires to penury in England. Much of this tale she concealed from
Raymond; nor did she confess, that repulse and denial, as to a criminal
convicted of the worst of crimes, that of bringing the scythe of
foreign despotism to cut away the new springing liberties of her
country, would have followed her application to any among the Greeks.
She knew that she was the cause of her husband’s utter ruin; and she
strung herself to bear the consequences. The reproaches which agony
extorted; or worse, cureless, uncomplaining depression, when his mind
was sunk in a torpor, not the less painful because it was silent and
moveless. She reproached herself with the crime of his death; guilt and
its punishments appeared to surround her; in vain she endeavoured to
allay remorse by the memory of her real integrity; the rest of the
world, and she among them, judged of her actions, by their
consequences. She prayed for her husband’s soul; she conjured the
Supreme to place on her head the crime of his self-destruction—she
vowed to live to expiate his fault.
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