End of the world -- Fiction; Epidemics -- Fiction; Science fiction; Twenty-first century -- Fiction
It was in the newspaper that she saw the advertisement for the design
for a national gallery. Combining with taste her remembrance of the
edifices which she had seen in the east, and by an effort of genius
enduing them with unity of design, she executed the plan which had been
sent to the Protector. She triumphed in the idea of bestowing, unknown
and forgotten as she was, a benefit upon him she loved; and with
enthusiastic pride looked forward to the accomplishment of a work of
hers, which, immortalized in stone, would go down to posterity stamped
with the name of Raymond. She awaited with eagerness the return of her
messenger from the palace; she listened insatiate to his account of
each word, each look of the Protector; she felt bliss in this
communication with her beloved, although he knew not to whom he
addressed his instructions. The drawing itself became ineffably dear to
her. He had seen it, and praised it; it was again retouched by her,
each stroke of her pencil was as a chord of thrilling music, and bore
to her the idea of a temple raised to celebrate the deepest and most
unutterable emotions of her soul. These contemplations engaged her,
when the voice of Raymond first struck her ear, a voice, once heard,
never to be forgotten; she mastered her gush of feelings, and welcomed
him with quiet gentleness.
Pride and tenderness now struggled, and at length made a compromise
together. She would see Raymond, since destiny had led him to her, and
her constancy and devotion must merit his friendship. But her rights
with regard to him, and her cherished independence, should not be
injured by the idea of interest, or the intervention of the complicated
feelings attendant on pecuniary obligation, and the relative situations
of the benefactor, and benefited. Her mind was of uncommon strength;
she could subdue her sensible wants to her mental wishes, and suffer
cold, hunger and misery, rather than concede to fortune a contested
point. Alas! that in human nature such a pitch of mental discipline,
and disdainful negligence of nature itself, should not have been allied
to the extreme of moral excellence! But the resolution that permitted
her to resist the pains of privation, sprung from the too great energy
of her passions; and the concentrated self-will of which this was a
sign, was destined to destroy even the very idol, to preserve whose
respect she submitted to this detail of wretchedness.
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