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During the five years we had spent together, a knot of happy human
beings at Windsor Castle, her blissful lot had been the frequent theme
of my sister’s conversation. From early habit, and natural affection,
she selected me in preference to Adrian or Idris, to be the partner in
her overflowings of delight; perhaps, though apparently much unlike,
some secret point of resemblance, the offspring of consanguinity,
induced this preference. Often at sunset, I have walked with her, in
the sober, enshadowed forest paths, and listened with joyful sympathy.
Security gave dignity to her passion; the certainty of a full return,
left her with no wish unfulfilled. The birth of her daughter, embryo
copy of her Raymond, filled up the measure of her content, and produced
a sacred and indissoluble tie between them. Sometimes she felt proud
that he had preferred her to the hopes of a crown. Sometimes she
remembered that she had suffered keen anguish, when he hesitated in his
choice. But this memory of past discontent only served to enhance her
present joy. What had been hardly won, was now, entirely possessed,
doubly dear. She would look at him at a distance with the same rapture,
(O, far more exuberant rapture!) that one might feel, who after the
perils of a tempest, should find himself in the desired port; she would
hasten towards him, to feel more certain in his arms, the reality of
her bliss. This warmth of affection, added to the depth of her
understanding, and the brilliancy of her imagination, made her beyond
words dear to Raymond.
If a feeling of dissatisfaction ever crossed her, it arose from the
idea that he was not perfectly happy. Desire of renown, and
presumptuous ambition, had characterized his youth. The one he had
acquired in Greece; the other he had sacrificed to love. His intellect
found sufficient field for exercise in his domestic circle, whose
members, all adorned by refinement and literature, were many of them,
like himself, distinguished by genius. Yet active life was the genuine
soil for his virtues; and he sometimes suffered tedium from the
monotonous succession of events in our retirement. Pride made him
recoil from complaint; and gratitude and affection to Perdita,
generally acted as an opiate to all desire, save that of meriting her
love. We all observed the visitation of these feelings, and none
regretted them so much as Perdita. Her life consecrated to him, was a
slight sacrifice to reward his choice, but was not that sufficient—Did
he need any gratification that she was unable to bestow? This was the
only cloud in the azure of her happiness.
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