The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two VoicesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two Voices
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“Will you ask her?” said Sara; “if she knows nothing about it, she will
not mind being asked. Why should you be afraid of speaking if she does
not know anything about it? It might be awkward, perhaps, if she knew
and would not tell; but it can’t matter if she doesn’t know. Will you
ask her, godmamma? or will you let me?”
“Oh, for heaven’s sake go away, child, and don’t drive me crazy!” I
cried. “Go upstairs and decide what dress you will wear, you velvet
kitten; go and gossip with _your_ maid. Here am I in a peck of
troubles, and can’t see my way out or in, and you ask me to let _you_!”
“You wouldn’t mind it in the least if you thought godmamma Sarah did not
know,” said the provoking little girl; and so went gliding off,
satisfied that I was of her opinion. When I was left to myself I dropped
on a chair in utter despair, and could not tell what to think. The
safest way was certainly to vow to myself that Sarah had nothing to do
with it at all. What _could_ she have to do with it? Her strange anxious
looks _must_ spring from some other cause. For once, at least, instinct
_must_ have deceived itself. Sarah knew the world and the Italians. She
was not so easily taken in as we were--nothing else was possible; and
she was only annoyed to see how ready to be imposed upon I was.
CHAPTER IV.
This conversation, of course, set my thoughts all into a ferment again.
Little Sara was wonderfully quick-witted, if she was not very wise, as,
indeed, was not to be expected at her years; and I confess her idea did
return to my mind a great many times. Sarah might have known an Italian
Countess in that obscure time of her life which I had no clue to; might
even know some reason why persons from Italy might be looking for her,
and might be nervous, for old acquaintance’ sake, of any one finding her
out. When everything was so blank, any sort of sign-post was
satisfactory. It was true that I don’t remember seeing Sarah display so
much anxiety for any other person all her life before. But there might
be reasons; and if it was a friendly feeling, I should certainly be the
last person in the world to worry and aggravate my sister. I wish I
could have composed my mind with all the reasonings I went through; but
really, when I saw poor Sarah sitting all watchful and conscious at her
knitting, not getting on at all with her work, hearing the least rustle
in the room, or touch at the door; starting, and trying to conceal her
start every time the bell rung, with all the features of her face
growing thinner, and her hands and head trembling more than they ever
used to do, it was quite impossible for me to persuade myself that her
mind was not busy with something which had happened, or which was about
to happen. It might be something as completely unconnected with the poor
Italian as possible; most likely it was; but _something_ there was which
agitated her most unaccountably, which I knew nothing about, and which
she was determined I should not know.
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