The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two VoicesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two Voices
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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What a strange little quaint place Chester is! I thought I should never
have been tired walking along those ramparts, looking over the soft
green slopes, and up to the blue hills in the distance, and down here
and there upon the grey old churches and the quiet busy little town; but
at first we had our lodgings to look for, which was a much more serious
matter. I had made up my mind from the very first not to expect to be
called upon, nor to go into society; or rather I had set my face against
any chance of it, knowing always that we could not do it on the little
money we had. But now I found out that Harry was not content with this.
He was very anxious to have better lodgings, where ladies could come to
see me. I should say dearer lodgings, for better than Mrs. Saltoun’s we
could not have had. He wanted me to have quite a drawing-room instead of
our nice, cosy, old-fashioned parlour, which was good for everything;
and then to think people might be asking us to dinner, and how many
embarrassments and troubles we might meet with! For it is embarrassing
to be asked out, and to be obliged to let the people suppose you are
sulky, and ill-tempered, and _won’t_ go; or else to invent excuses
which, besides being sinful, are always sure to be found out; when the
real reason is simply that one has not a dress, and cannot afford to
get one just then. The other ladies in the regiment might wonder what
sort of person I could be, and tell each other that poor young Langham
had married some poor girl, and been very foolish. It was exactly
true--so he had; and as I can’t say I had any idea that he could be
ashamed of me, I took it all very quietly. So long as we were happy, and
could afford to live in our own way, I did not mind; but now Harry had
got discontented, somehow or other. He was quite in a fuss to think that
I was not received as I ought to be, and a great many more things like
that--perhaps somebody had said something to him, as if he were supposed
to be ashamed of me--at all events he had changed his mind from our
first plan; and though I felt quite convinced my way was the wisest, I
had to change it as before. Anything was better than having him
uncomfortable and discontented. I supported myself with Mrs. Saltoun’s
opinion, and went with resignation to look at all those expensive
lodgings.
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