The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two VoicesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two Voices
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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I had managed to regain my spirits entirely before Harry returned: if
anything, indeed, I think this revival of all my fancies, after my
disappointment and annoyance, had stimulated me more than before. It was
a beautiful April evening, quite warm and summer-like, and there had
just been such a sunset, visible out of the front windows, as would have
gone far at any time to reconcile me to things in general. I was sitting
in the little drawing-room alone, with baby Harry in my lap, much
delighted to find that he could stand by my side for half a minute all
by himself, and rewarding him with kisses for the exhibition of that
accomplishment. I was tired after my long walk, and felt it delicious
rest to lean back in that chair and watch the light gradually fading out
of the sky, free to think my own thoughts, yet always with the sweet
accompaniment of baby’s inarticulate little syllables, and touches of
his soft small fingers. I remember that moment like a moment detached
out of my life. My heart had rebounded higher out of its despondency.
Who could tell what a bright future that might be on the very brink of
which we trembled? And I, whom Harry had married so foolishly, it was I
who was to bring this wealth to my husband and my child. It was pleasant
thinking in that stir of hope, in that calm of evening, sitting
listening for Harry’s step on the stair. The light grew less and less in
the two front windows, and the open door of communication between the
two rooms brought in a long line of grey luminous sky from the east into
my twilight picture. And I had so much to tell Harry. Ah, there at last
was his foot upon the stair!
He came in, not to the room in which I was, but to the other, and gave a
glance round to see if I was there; then, not seeing me, instead of
calling out for “Milly darling,” as he always did, Harry threw his cap
on the table, and dropped heavily into a chair, with a long sigh--a
strange sigh, half relieved, half impatient--the sigh of something on
his mind. I can see the half-open door, the long gleam of the eastern
window, the scarcely visible figure dropped into that chair--I can see
them all as clearly as at that moment. I stumbled up unawares, gathered
baby into my arms I cannot tell how, and was at his side in a moment. My
own voice sounded foreign to my ears as I cried out, “Harry, what is it?
tell me!” Nothing else would come from my lips.
He rose too--the attitude of rest was not possible at such a time; he
came and held the child and me close to him, making me lean on him. “It
is nothing more than we expected,” he said, “Milly darling. It is only
to have a heart--you are a soldier’s wife.”
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