The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two VoicesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two Voices
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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I got very little rest that night, and was up almost by break of day the
next morning. In the height of my excitement and anxiety, I felt more
comfort in my mind than I had done for a long time. Sitting waiting is
dreadful work, but I felt myself again when there appeared anything to
do. I would not allow myself to suppose that it would end in nothing.
Such inquiries could not possibly be made without a motive. I was so
restless that I scarcely could remain quietly at home for an hour or two
after breakfast which, out of regard for appearances, I was obliged to
sacrifice; but for the same reason I made up my mind not to take the
carriage, but to walk to the point where the omnibus passed, and take my
chance of finding a seat in it as other people did. I went out
accordingly about eleven o’clock, and left a message for Sarah that I
was going to make some calls, and that she was not to wait dinner for
me, as _I_ should probably lunch somewhere at a friend’s house. I saw
Ellis look out after me from the hall window, with a kind of solemn grin
on his face. Ellis was not to be deceived; he knew where I was going as
well as I did myself.
As I had intended, I got into the omnibus when it passed, to the great
amazement and dismay of both guard and driver, who knew me well enough.
I thought to myself, after I was in it, that it was perhaps rather a
foolish thing to do. If any talk got abroad about our family, and if the
strangers, male and female, kept making strange inquiries, and I was
seen driving--no, that is not the word--_riding_ in an omnibus, what
would people think but that some extraordinary downfall had happened at
the Park? There were only some countrywomen in the coach, who stared at
me a little, but were too busy with their own affairs to mind me much.
Fortunately there was no one there from our own village. It was a very
long drive to Chester, going in the omnibus; and being unaccustomed to
it, and never on the outlook for jolts, I felt it a good deal, I
confess, besides being just the least thing in the world in a false
position. Not that I minded being seen in the omnibus, but because the
guard knew me, and was troublesomely respectful, and directed the
attention of the other passengers towards me. Great people, when they
pretend to travel _incognito_, must find it a great bore, I should
fancy. Of course somebody always betrays them, and it must be a great
deal easier to bear what you can’t help bearing when there is no mystery
about it, than when every blockhead thinks himself in your secret, and
bound to keep up the joke with you.
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