The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two VoicesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
General
The Last of the Mortimers: A Story in Two Voices
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Here I made a dead pause in spite of myself. Sarah had somehow managed
to get back into her seat. She was wonderfully pale and haggard, and
looked like a different creature. She looked to me as if all her powers
were strained for some purpose, and that at any moment the pressure
might be too much, and she might give way under it. I could not go on; I
stopped short all at once, with a feeling that somehow I had been cruel.
“Not to-night,” I said softly to Sara, “another time.” Sara was obedient
for a miracle. We broke off the conversation just at that point, with an
uneasy feeling among us that it had been far more interesting and
exciting than it ought to have been; and that the best thing to be done
was to bury it up, and conceal what we had been talking about. Such was
the immediate result of my easy promise to consult my sister. Sarah sat
very steadily through all that evening, remaining up even later than
usual. She took no notice of anything that was said, nor mentioned why
she went away. We were all very quiet, and had little to say for
ourselves. What was this forbidden ground?
CHAPTER II.
It is very odd, when there happens to be any one bit of tabooed ground
in a family, how impossible it is to keep off it. I daresay every member
of a household, above childhood, knows that, more or less. If there is
one matter that some two people are quite sure to disagree upon, whom it
is quite the business of your life to keep comfortable and on good
terms, isn’t that matter always turning up somehow? Doesn’t it float
about in the air, and hover over your head, always ready to poke in when
it is not wanted, and do what mischief it can? That is my experience, at
least. And it was so much the worse in our case, because little Sara had
no idea of keeping quiet, and no notion that her innocent mischief and
meddling could do any real harm, or have any worse effect than putting
her godmamma “in a passion.” Putting people in a passion was fun to the
thoughtless little girl; it never came into her little saucy
inconsiderate head that Sarah’s passion was not a flash of harmless
lightning like her own, or that it meant anything which could disturb
and overturn all my sister’s quiet life, and put me into a fever of
bewilderment and anxiety. For days after I kept carefully off the
subject, thinking it would be better to leave a polite message with
Ellis for the Italian young gentleman if he called, and say I was sorry
I could not get him any information, than to worry my poor sister, who
was so unaccountably disturbed by hearing of him. Not that Sarah said
anything about it; but she looked so haggard and anxious that it went to
my heart. She came down even earlier than usual and sat up later;
listened eagerly to all the conversation going on; sometimes, even,
missed her drive; sat on the watch, as one might have supposed; but when
she had gone out for her airing one day, I met the carriage,--and, can
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account