Neil Drummond had no great gifts. He was only a simple, honest soul who
did his duty according to his lights, but in that moment he tasted to
the full at once the anguish and the high joy of renunciation. Such
clear understanding of a woman’s heart came to him that for a moment he
forgot the intolerable ache of his own.
Isla’s gaze came back and fell upon his face as she answered simply, "I
am sure. I would follow him to the end of the world without a question
or a doubt, and I would not have a wish apart from his will. That is
how I care, Neil. If I could feel like that for you I would give the
best years of my life. I didn’t seek this thing," she went on when he
made no answer. "It came to me, and I think when it is like that
we----we cannot help ourselves, Neil. It is part of the mystery of
life. I am so tired with it all that I would wish to-day that I could
lie down in Balquhidder beside them."
"Your life is only beginning," he said slowly and with difficulty. "I
will say good-bye, and I will ask you to believe that there is nothing
in the world I want so much as your happiness. You have had none, and,
though I am not the man who can give it to you, I ask you to take
it--and to take it soon--from the man who can."
Thus did Neil Drummond, a commonplace, everyday man such as we meet so
often upon the highway, rise to the height of renunciation and prove
himself a hero.
Isla’s eyes swam in a strange tenderness as she turned to him, trying to
thank him. But even while she would have spoken he had left her, and
soon she heard the rumble of the wheels on the road--the wheels which
took him back to Garrion--never more, in obedience to a lover’s quest,
to speed across the rough road to the Moor of Creagh.
After a time Isla went back very quietly and soberly to the house to
astonish her relatives by another vagary.
"I am ready to go to Barras to-morrow, Aunt Jean, and to stop as long as
you like."
"And will Neil come with us or after us, my dear?" asked Lady Mackinnon,
her shrewd eyes lighting up cheerfully. "You know there is room and to
spare in the house."
"No, Aunt Jean, Neil will not come. I am not going to marry him
now--nor any man," she answered.
And she sped away to make her preparations for the journey which, an
hour before, she thought nothing on earth would induce her to undertake.
A strange peace seemed to brood that night upon the Lodge of Creagh and
the Moor of Silence. Sleep was very far from Isla’s eyes as she sat
before her uncurtained window, looking out upon the limitless space on
which the white moonlight lay.
The end of all things had come, so far as human judgment could
determine. The last Mackinnon of Achree slept with his forefathers, and
she, a poor weak woman of no account, was left to tie up the broken
threads. Her thoughts of Malcolm were very tender, nor had she any
misgiving, thinking of where he might be.
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