Automobile industry and trade -- Fiction; Business -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Finance -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Then I studied opportunities--and found them. So I went to the
president, who was a personal friend, but too busy to remember personal
friends except in his private office, and had a long talk with him.
A special position was made for me. I changed our system of accounts,
introduced methods and checks that are now in use in nearly all the big
banks, and I became an adviser in certain deals. It seems I had some
gifts in that direction, my son, peculiar to myself and therefore, I
feared, not transmissible to my son. And--well, I made much more than
I had intended to steal; and made it much more easily. But I kept my
nominal salary from the bank exactly what it had been, twenty-five
hundred dollars a year, that I might continue to be an old and trusted
employee--to remind me of what I might have been! It was not hard to
make money. I studied money-making in order not to want to kiss you--you
were about eight then--and I devoted myself to evolving financial plans
for a certain group of capitalists associated with our bank. It was the
only way in which I could love you with safety to myself and to you.
But I prospered so much that I brought upon your head and mine a second
danger, far greater than the love of a father; who, though too weak
to refuse you anything, was too poor to give you the easiest way to
perdition.” The old man looked sternly at his son. “It was the danger of
being the son of a rich man--the same man, but rich!”
“And is that why at college you always sent what I asked for?”
“I couldn't help sending you what you asked me for. The moment you
asked I had to send it, my son. But my salvation lay in realizing my
helplessness. I kept close tabs on you at college through friends you
could not suspect, and because the reports were not alarming I did not
disturb you. I merely fought against my desire to give you more than
you asked for, to give you what I could easily afford to give you, what
would have given me pleasure to do by giving pleasure to you. I fought
that desire--and wrote to you about your studies and never mentioned
money, for I did not wish to lie to you. Do you know why, after you were
twelve, you didn't spend your vacation with me? Because I knew that if
you did I could never let you go away from me, and I knew you must go
back to the school your mother had picked out for you. I wanted to give
you tutors, to keep you at home; and that would not have been good for
you and I should have broken my promise. I knew if I let myself go I'd
be lost forever.”
Mr. Leigh's lips, which he tried to compress, were quivering. Then he
tried to smile, reassuringly, to convince his son that he had not let
himself go after all.
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