Automobile industry and trade -- Fiction; Business -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Finance -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“I didn't want you an idler, not even a nice, decent idler with
gentlemanly manners and harmless hobbies. And there was also the danger
that a rich man's son might become what so many nice boys have become,
not entirely through any fault of their own or even of their parents,
but from not having something useful to do. I wanted to see you become
a man. I wanted you to have all the advantages of a boy who has his own
way to make, and I didn't know how. I could not make any argument of
mine convincing enough to myself to induce you to act as though you were
penniless. I didn't wish to make poverty your spur, but I wanted you to
be a poor boy, without my having to refuse you money when I had so much
that I craved to give you if only I could give it safely! So I studied
my problem as I do any business problem. I must do what should bring out
what was best and manliest in you; something to prove whether you were
pure gold or merely yellow.
“So--I--I tested you, my son--an awful test almost beyond my strength.
You will forgive me if I have embittered some months of your life. But
I suffered more than you--much more, Tommy! Suffered from your absence,
for I saw that you were a man the moment I saw how you took my--my
confession that dreadful morning. But you were a rich man's son and I
had to save you from your own father! The love that had made me a thief
might easily make me a fool!” Tommy shook his head, but his father
continued: “Every time you sent me those remittances from Dayton--Tommy,
Tommy, they nearly killed me! But I allowed you to think that you were
the son of a thief and that you had to make good my crime, knowing that
if you behaved like a man then, you would be a man after you discovered
that you did not have to pay back that money. And you are a man, aren't
you, Tommy?”
Tommy was conscious of a feeling of relief so great, of a new love so
strong, of a gratitude so deep and a happiness so all-pervading, that
there was no room for regret over what he had gone through when the
secret held a flaming sword over his bare head. Then came poignant
remorse that he had never even dimly realized how great was this love of
which his father had spoken. A man's soul had been bared utterly before
Tommy's gaze--a thing no man can do except under the compulsion of a
love unutterably great. Something was due to that man and the naked soul
of him.
“Father,” said Tommy, bravely confessing his own misdeed, “I want to
tell you one thing. It may hurt you, but I want you to know it. I never
loved you before. I don't think I was really your son until to-day.”
“Oh yes, you were,” said Mr. Leigh, hastily. “Yes, you were--my son and
your mother's! And now I can talk to you about her as much as I wish.
I had not dared before. But tell me--what about Dayton? Are you going
back?”
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