"Yes, I sent for him," she managed to say, "but Tom, won't--"
"That's all that's necessary then," he said, and was gone.
She sat on her horse watching him ride across the flat for the steep
trail that led out of the Hole and she felt that all the sweetness, all
the worth-while quality of her life was riding hard behind that
straight figure. A bitterness rose in her heart, a rebellion. He would
not listen to her and she had tried to speak!
Jane did not consider that this was but one evidence of the greatness
of the love of such a man, of the sacredness with which he treasured
it; all she saw was the distrust, unbelief, and after a time she rode
slowly on, watching him become a fleck on the face of the mountain,
seeing him finally disappear over the rim, out of her life, it seemed.
* * * * *
With leaden heart she entered her house and sat heavily in the chair
before the desk. An envelope was there, addressed to her in Beck's
coarse hand. She tore it open with unsteady fingers.
The little gold locket which had been warmed first by her heart, then
by Beck's, which had been her talisman for months, slipped into her
palm. With tear-dimmed eyes she looked at it and then turned to the
letter, reading:
"It is likely that you need your luck worse than I do so I am returning
your gift. I would go away from your outfit now but if I did they would
say that they drove me out as they have said they would do. My
reputation is all I have left now and I would like to keep that because
a man must have something.
"I did not want to love you in the first place as you may recall but I
guess I was pretty weak for a man. I told you once that there were
things I did not understand about you and I guess the way you think
about men is one of them. I wanted to drive him out of the country and
you would not let me. I waited a long time today for you to deny what
the Cole girl said and you did not do it. I was pretty mad when I left
you but I realize now it is all my fault. I took a chance which is not
the way to do and now I am paying for it. Well, I am able to pay.
"I hope you will not answer this and will not try to talk to me again
unless on business. I do not blame you. I blame myself but I do not
want to talk about it. I will take good care of your cattle and your
men because that is my job. I will run these men out of this country
and then if I am able to resign I will.
"Respectfully,
"TOM BECK."
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