News of the saving stampede had been carried ahead and Jane realized
that one difficulty had been surmounted and that the financial ruin
which confronted her yesterday was no more. However, removal of that
distraction allowed her mind to concentrate on the greater difficulty:
the breach which separated her from Tom Beck. Only one way seemed open:
to prevail upon the Reverend to explain matters, and that way was
closed when a passing cow-boy delivered her a note, written hastily on
rough paper. She read:
"The call has come and my feet are turned toward a far country.
"My arm has been lifted for you; though I am no longer in your presence
my prayers will continue to be lifted in your behalf.
"Respy.,
"A. BEAL."
Azariah had served the HC well. But for his strategy she might even
then be suffering from a loss which would doom the ranch. And yet he
could have served her infinitely better by staying on, by untangling
the snarl which circumstances had made in her affairs.
There was just one remaining course to follow, she told herself. This
was to go to Tom and explain everything. Then up rose her pride and
made denial. She could not do that! If his love would not bear up under
doubt, then she must keep her pride intact, for that was all she
possessed. Torn between desire to fling herself upon him and sob out
the whole story and to maintain her stand until he should be proven
wrong and come to her contrite, she dallied with the decision until the
riders had come and gone.
She watched Beck, riding at a trot down the road, looking neither to
the right nor left. She could not know that a similar struggle tortured
him. "Turn back!" one voice in his heart commanded. "Seek her out and
question and question until you know why; if it is the worst, if she
has been hiding a secret affection from you, beg her to turn from it,
to come to you; offer her your all, your pride, your life if need be.
She is all that living holds for you!"
And then that other, sterner self, which said over and over: "That
cannot be! If there is that in her heart which must be hidden from you,
draw back now and save all that is left to you: your pride!"
So pride held the one in her house and it led the other down Coyote
Creek, and each mile, each hour put between them multiplied the
difficulties, wore down the chance of reconciliation. For by such
simple, basic conflicts are loves ruined!
CHAPTER XXIII
BECK'S DEPARTURE
Night had come upon the round-up camp, fires near the cook wagon were
dying. On the rise to the southward the night-hawk sat with an eye on
the saddle stock which grazed over a wide area and in their tee-pees
the men were sleeping, preparatory to the first day's riding.
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