Prostrate, bound, wholly helpless, miles from aid, Beck flung those
words from his lips. They pelted on McKee's ears like hard flung stones
and he looked back to see the eyes that a moment ago had been amused,
blazing righteous wrath.
"You wouldn't kill anybody, McKee," Beck said, after a breathless
pause. In that pause McKee's gun hand had gone to his side and as it
went down so did the flare of rage in Beck's face. His eyes grew calm
and steady again with that covert amusement in them.
"You ain't just that kind of a man. If you'd been goin' to kill me
you'd have done it right off. You wouldn't have waited, like you're
waitin' now.... You missed out on your intentions, Sam, when you didn't
do it _pronto_."
Across McKee's face swept a wave of helpless rage, humiliation, shame,
self revulsion.... He stood there unable to move. He wanted to kill
with a lust that men seldom feel, but he could not for he knew that he
was a coward, knew that Beck knew, and the assurance that it was within
his physical power to take a life without risk to his own mattered not
at all. The moral force was lacking.
He tried to meet Beck's gaze and hold it but he could not. That man,
even now, did not fear him, and to a man who had been impelled to every
strong act by fear, fearlessness is of itself an overwhelming force.
Tom talked on, lowly, confidently. He chided, he made fun of his
captor; he belittled himself, discussed his inability to defend
himself, but time after time he said with emphasis:
"You're afraid of me, Sam."
Afraid of him! Yes, McKee was fear-filled. He could not kill and yet
thought of the retribution that might come for going even this far put
him in a panic. There were others who would kill. Webb would have done
it, Hepburn might have ... there was one other who would have killed
... Hilton, but _he_ could not and the others were far off. They
would know, they would ridicule him and thought of that, coming so
close on that high expectation of triumph that had sent him out onto
the desert, made his position hopeless.
He turned and walked slowly toward the ledge which was to have been his
assassin's hiding place.
"Goin' to leave me, Sam?" Beck asked.
"You'll see what I'm goin' to do?" McKee raved, wheeling, suddenly
articulate. "You'll see what'll happen to you, you--! What's already
happened is only a starter. I didn't intend to kill you myself. I only
come here to hogtie you. I guess I done that, didn't I?"
"Ain't you just sure, Sam?"
The tone was stinging and where McKee might have raved on he simply
grasped the stub on the rock and scrambled up until he could reach his
revolver.
Beck asked if that was McKee's arsenal; wanted to know more about Sam's
plans; wanted to know who sent him; wanted to know if any one else was
coming or if they were going out to meet others.... He talked gently,
slowly, tauntingly until McKee fidgetted like an embarrassed school
girl.
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